shattered by the truth

2006-05-01T19:03:00.000+08:00

hey just testing out this new blogskin.
dunno why i suddenly feel a desire to blog.
anyway my blog is now REVIVED so u can tag if u want anything but dont expect me to blog often.
yea guess thats all bye

2005-09-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

ok i'm going to continue my post after i was very rudely interrupted by my parents.

ok where was i? oh ya presentation. after that nothing much la we just went back to class to clear up the place. quah came in in a hurry cos she said she needed to bring her mother for a medical checkup. oh ya before that she told us to be quick cos if not she would have to wait until 12mn before her mom could see the doc. ya rite. then she said she was very sure we didnt want anything bad to happen to her family. then clement said very loudly: why not? woot hilarious. anyway i'm not happy with my results quah sucks BIG time she pulled down my english grade to 74. should still ge exempted. and com studies should be abolished its all based on luck cos most people just tikam the whole thing. i mean, we get 1 period of com every week and it goes into our overall mark? what kind of system is that?

after that played court like mad. beggining to enjoy court nowadays la. last time i just tagged along felt very bo chap at times. now i find it so intruiging and addictive. see la aran/aky got me influenced.

during our VERY slack training yikai and yuanchang were bitching about that joseph from 3E. yes the flirt from squash who zheng cant stand. eventually after all our bitching, yuan chang concluded that "he's just a fucker with no idea on life". ok i added the "fucker" part. but i'm sure thats how yuan chang feels about him. right? haha.

track dinner was sooo retardedly fun. went to that goodwood hill which is bloody ulu la. had to walk so much and my dumb overactive sweat glands were having a field day. anyway the place was nice la. and we had the music blarring. cheng yao, aran and i were jostling to choose songs and i felt so zi bei cos i knew all these songs just that i didnt own them. and yuan chang had like ALOT conpared to my measly collection... must start mass song transfer/ downloading!

went to this super small auditorium where leon gave us this damn funny video he made to watch. it was all pictures from the track events. and he seemed to have some affatuation with yuwei there was like 6 pictures all focused on him. but anyway as i was saying, it was mad la we were all laughing like crazy people especially with the cute, retarded "lalala" kind of song playing in the background. then we laughed even louder when a few picts of zhixiong acting stupid with high pants and another one where he wore a small towel around his body and acted lik a gu niang came up.

after that the buffet was ok la we all piled our plates and spammed the deserts. after that tor and aran snuck off to play lan hmph they dint call me. but anyway yuwei and i just went around pinching terence's man boobs and getting him to chase us. the pure adrealin rush you get when terence comes after you is crazy fun. there was alot of retarded games too leon had to say why he liked track and why he dint like track. the first thing he said was: "i like track because there is kaiming". he said it with so much conviction and sincerity i thought he was gay. then he said: "i like track cos we train twice a day, everyday." then he said: "i dont like track cos we train everyday with no rest day." spastic. then thomas and daryl had to act out a skit. daryl was the pole and thomas was the dancer. then they took turns to grope each other with some really erotic moves. by then we were all laughing so hard i think everyone got damn tired. the thing ended at 830 quite early for track standards but i went home anyway to watch england. but it was so fucking boring should have played lan.

yea thats all need to eat dinner now. byee

2005-09-04T19:08:00.000+08:00

a new records been set i guess. havent blogged for....dunno too long. since teachers day haha. oh well shall blog about everything to fill in the spaces.

lets see...wednesday was teachers day. thursday too. nothing much la on those days. the teachers day concert was okayish. hwachong idol was that bad just really bad performances from the 2 bands. and the other peroformances after that were way below par so it spoiled the thing. the first guy was kinda good derek, charles and i were predicting he'd be third. but in the end i guess he sounded to gay and he must be really naughty the teachers dint like him much so he came in joint last with he's band. now is it he or hee? anyway i'll just call him he. he's band was bad. he mangled perfect really badly. out of tune and out of pitch. it was really embarrassing i think he should just stay at court and balloon chances. and rui yi's bands werent much better. rui yi managed to pull off the constipated style of singing with his screwed up expression and pained, strained voice. and the korean girl was okay at best la just couldnt understand her. brandon and gay friend werent bad either just no star appeal i guess. the 2 sec 4s were fantastic we all were clapping after their performance they deserved to win.

then the others went to lan but i went back primary school. felt really lonely on the way. sucks to be the only person from the school.

then on thursday mugged all the way and then slacked. i think i mugged only 3 hours at most. not bad i guess. chem is actually quite interesting.

the next day chem test wasnt too bad. made 2 errors already i think but they were 1 mark questions and i kind of expected to get them wrong. otherwise ok. then gohyy act cute when he walked past xy. he told xy "i think you are dead." how hilarious. then we had the presentation which i must say aky did a really really good job on so i completely forgave him for giving us all heart attacks when he said he hadnt done the night before. but quah was really stupid she penalised us for 2 minor typos. then aran bullshited something about 5000m square feet being half of sungei buloh i was too panicky to think straight so i tried to cover it up and i made it worse. then later it dawned on aky that 5000 square meters was only 100m by 50m. crap.

gah my parents want me off shit. blog about track dinner tommorow i guess. byee

2005-08-30T18:36:00.000+08:00

yoohoooo...wow thats something i havent used in a long time cant believe i jus used it so random.

cute without an E is a really cute song title. just havin all these random thoughts all of a sudden. yea but anyway today was just so not fun at all...went all the way to sungei buloh and ended up waiting around cos it was raining. it was just seriously so idiotic and mok was going around being such a idiot. come on its raining the place is so freaking crowded, theres nothing to do except stare at tortoises, and she wont allow us to listen to music or play with our phones. to be honest she was such a bitch today kept on picking on 2H. just because we're THE rowdiest class in proed an dont suck up like the other class nerds. we're all blacklisted lah because we're 2H. even if next year we do well we'll all end up in different classes. man i hate that.

saw janey sim at NTUC at parkway today. lol zheng she lives in that area.... but anyway i nicely said HI to her yea and she was busy on the phone so i walked off and tried to avoid her. then walking around i saw this biscuit called ShorTea and started laughing cos it reminded me of reuben.

ah well not much to blog about anyway. going to mug byee

2005-08-28T21:40:00.000+08:00

hellooo peeps! long time no blog...ah i see its starting to stagnate! again.

anglc is a freaking funny teacher. "we wont be seein each other officially in class until term 4. SO SAD..........". i dunno if thats sarcasm anot. but whatever it is he is unbelieably eccentric i'm really gonna miss him next year. wonder what should i get for him for teachers' day...

bought for chua chee some wrist support for the mouse. its glow in the dark and its a cute pig. thought she would like it since she always sooo act cute. and i got for wongsm some pillow thingy for her chair which says worlds best teacher. yeh i'm so good to all the teachers. my mom forced me to get chocolates to quah so i asked her to help me get some ferraro rochers. small packets or quah would balloon eating all her chocolates. how thoughtful i am right?

i really cant wait for liverpool to sign owen. cisse cant score la he's 2 goals against CSKA moscow was so tyco. the second goal his initial shot was right straight at the keeper.... but morientes' getting better he links up sooo well with garcia. can just imagine owen with morientes or crouch then cisse as supersub. woosh then liverpool will blow everyone away. hope owen doesnt join the LOSER club newcastle with their retarded manager souness. i think he's gone mad....he bought luque for 9.5 mil? luque is unproven quality who doesnt seem cut out for the prem...he could have bought kuyt for just 7mil...and proven quality too. i think he's super desprate cos shearer cant run anymore and milner just runs and runs like a headless chicken. and apparently according to the stats, newcastle under souness for 40 games have only won 9 times. how unbelievable really....should have kept robson ahaha stupid newcastle chairman shepard.

watching boro-charlton... rommedalh rocks la he's damn fast. the commentator just said rommedalh can do 100m in 10.2 secs. i dunno what he's sources are but if thats true why isnt he in athletics competing in the olympic finals???cos thats a super good timing la.

IDP seems quite slack i really do hope it is. hmmm i imagine xy's overflowing with anticipation for the trip on tues cos of the SCGS girls.

i just remebered. we STILL havent gotten our 4x400m relay bronze medal. see la aky dont bug me anymore i forgot totally. haha tomorrow i ask tok....

ok i'll go watch my football. byee

2005-08-23T20:37:00.000+08:00

omg we're all murderers gasp!

oh crap i just realised i haven't been blogging for.....6 days? ack my blog's stagnating! but anyway been very busy and preccupied i guess.

gah everything is just hitting me full on like....dunno. its been crazy. whirlwind i guess. i guess some of you guys won't notice cause i cover it up well. but inside it eats at me. i dunno why.

yea but what the hell. today was so damn fucking depressing i have no idea what is wrong with crystalization. its so horribly frustrating. its like, you think you've got it, your hopes soar.....then BANG the stupid titchy crystal decides to show who's boss, and all your hard works down the drain. today i think i lost abit of my hair. cos i was pulling it out in frustration. i just couldn't tie the stupid crystal. so in the end charles and i just cheated and tied it OUR way. in the end everything all just fell off but i dnt care anymore lah just send in my alum crystal for grading.

i love sabbaticals. you get so much freedom. and chua chee is a really nice teacher. she helped almost everyone make their crystals. an her's is sooo nice. smuggled some home to keep heh heh. and she even let me and derek go for 5 min break during lesson. then she let us off at 12.30 and told us to do presentation anywhere but she dint seem to care what we did so we just went home. ooh and 154 is so faithful. comes every 20 mins so unlike 852. poor aky.

anyway this morning mok caught alot of people playing marvel in class. and i just hae those sec1 snitches especially that former tracker qian bian face guy. if he EVER returns to track he is DEAD. gah anyway i was pointing the finger at them then 2mins later mok appeared and i dint evn notice. so i was thinking like how long has she been standng there. damn scary thought she saw me. thank god she dint. but she made the whole class stay back after flag raising to get scoldng by jeff. i still dont see whats so serious lah jeff seemed more angry that alton got his account back without his permission. and joseph tan was like so bo chap. only mok and quah were angry. hello? reality check here.... we are NOT the only class that does this you know. heck i think all the classes in the whole school do this. to think she even compared playing games to murder. and mok still can say some lame stuff that the sec1s LOVE the school and are doing their part. that is THE biggest piece of bullshit i have ever heard in my whole life. i dunno if shes just lame or dumb. and she made us write an apology letter. wow she really can blow up a small matter into something big. and she told the people caught playing to write an apology to the SCHOOL. if not for her then for the school? please lah.

ah what the hell guys whoevers reading dont pon the letter. it seriously will jeopardise us cos the teachers wont be able to have lessons. just write the damn thing and be over with it.

ah linchen fine sorry k? dynamic? fine. dynamic means you have to lead from the front. talk more. command respect. be proactive. not hang around at the back and hide behind yuan chang. cos he's doing your job for you. and dont whine like you're begging people to do something. tell them. ok? yea thats what dynamic is. not the stupid stuff.

for some reason i just feel so guilty not sending yushan off last night. yeah i dunno why. just felt that i never got round to knowing her too well until the last 3 weeks. and i never said a proper goodbye. and now she's in norway. this REALLY sucks bad. Conscience is such a bastard.

ah ok whatever.

2005-08-17T21:20:00.000+08:00

hi everyone. i just deleted my previous hate post abt the bitch cos my bro came and told me some horror story about how one lawyer or DA or something came and told him that teachers can easily sue a pupil for deflamation. so anyway i just decided to delete the whole damn post. and it was pretty acid.

oh well the font's changed now. i like it alot better. but it looks like xy's one. but whatever la this new one at least doesn't make my eyes feel like popping out from reading it.

urgh my mom's watching project superstar. honestly the judges are failures. only the 4th judge, whatsername, is good. i mean, junyang completed mangled "if you come back". he sounded so cheena and he obviousy wasn't comfortable. and whats worse was he changed the lyrics! ad the judges were amazingly impressed. i cant believe it lah... they are just so freaking bias. "junyang hui lai le!" what bullshit. kelvin sang so much better for the english song la. and they gavehim such low points. just cos hes blind and lacks stage presence. what is their problem? give me idol anytime.

linchen is now sprints capt. and junlin is vice capt. but i still think yikai should have been capt. linchen just isnt dynamic enough. hes so freaking quiet and mild, and he gets bullied by yuwei. h cant seem to give instructions nor make up his mind, and he kind of whines and winces when we dont respond. i know i shouldn't be so hard on him, but seriously i just think yikai would have been better. junyan last time was so zai he led by example with such quiet athority. born leader as yikai put it. ah well.... whats done is done i guess.

i think my msg is saved la this term. should be less than or equal 3. today lit was okayish only...couldnt seem to write anything. and i've got that sinking feeling that i crapped almost everything. but i dunno la....see how quah marks. ooh junyang is singing tong hua. ooh hes quite good after all i guess. haha.

ah well thats it for now. byee~

2005-08-09T17:16:00.000+08:00

hi everyone.so sorry haven been clogging fr...lets see....5 days?yea havent been in the mood....cos exams are over muahahaha been doing more "fun" stuff.

ok.total recap.i tink i screwed up chem a bit.the equations were fuken tough i got confused while doing it and in the end i checked the balancing was allllll wrong....and i left a few blanks here and there so i guess there goes my a1.com studies was ok i suprisingly knew most of the stuff and some i anyhow tikam also correct.should get a1 la i hope.then geog the next day was cocked up la i dint study thought i would fail.but thank god xy and tcy went to 2F during malay and got info from our dear roxer encik Soh Rui Yong.so durng malay pia mug those topics then the test paper really come out those.and lucky encik charles also help me abit so i should also get a1 =).

ahaha wongsm's com "crashed" wad luck.so our test posponed le but honestly i dun tink she had the paper ready.and she said her husband turned off the com cos got something "wrong" then kena virus.we were speculating abt how he had been watching porn then wongsm come in he quickly switch off then got spyware.heh heh.

then she let us do this....dialouge thingy.i still dunno wad she wanted but basically it was to watch this video abt teacher's probs wif pupils' parents.and it was freaking hilarious i can still recall how we gave the woman the name "nu yong" and aky shot the man down wif the name "crumpled face". and "nu yong" was damn funny the kept on replaying the part where she said:"wo hui ba shou gao-gao di tai qi, ran hou qing-qing di fang xia. then they kept on replaying that last bit, and the stupid tone and line mixed wif her face was just pure ridiculous.

hmph watching the taufik-rui en vid.really horrible combo....she looks too cutesy for R&B taufik.ad they have NOTHING in common la dunno wads the director's prob pair them up.and it doesn't help that their voices dun complinent too well but individually they're quite goood la so thats wad saves the song.it aint bad, but not as gd as steph sun's national day song in P5.and the new dance thing they've got now is soooo dumb saw it a gazillion times yesterday on the way to gombak.

oh yea so its natioal day!!!but its kinda subdued la.and my family is sooo un-patriotic we havent done anything today except sit around at home.could have gone to marina or one of those landmarks.or gone to get my new shoe hmph!ah but anyway the parades gonna start in lyk....5 mins?so i'm gonna make it real quick now....

yesterday the carnival was dumb.the logistics was HORRIBLE that idiot ervin dint do any planning how dumb.and the soccer tournament was a big failure la.anyway they came and i guess i was a real jerk i dint say hi or anything but i was really pist at the organizers and was looking for yuwei.sigh.and now i'm the big anti-social jerk.

but overall TAF Club was a huge success.we owned to the finals and wei hao scored all our goals from open play ahaha.first match was against's wincolns team kinky and i guess they dominated possession but we were too fast for them they could never get past our defence and trouble kaiming.then there was this sec3 team hu were complete crap except for this tall gawky defender hu kept on zhamming and roughing us.and we shuld have scored la but linchen was wayyyy off-form and weihao never passed to me =(.and then penalty shoot-out.we won 2-1. th ref's an idiot he stood at the side to watch instead of behind to get a clear view.and he kept quie the whole time never said whether in or out.and wen my shot to the corner was pushed into goal by the late diving keeper he kept quiet and i dun tink he knew wad happened.eventually it was counted but the ref was really an idiot.then next was yujie's team they were quite tough la though they lacked bite in attack.and yujie started to attitude after a while when wei fat scored an he two footed tackled me and it hurt quite a bit and for a moment i felt lyk stamping down hard on his leg which was at my foot.but wth i dint,though i regretted later cos he equalized.but in the en weifat scored again,somehow from a tight angle,wen he SHOULD hav squared to me!!!but anyway bx was quite a good defender just lacked that competitiveness and strength at the bakc.otherwise he was pretty composed.

oooh my mom jut ordered pizza!!heh heh.ok i'm gonna watch the parade le byee~

2005-08-03T21:43:00.000+08:00

4 tests left this wk....

sigh.screw geog la.i'm so freaking pressed for time i dun tink i can study in time.why couldnt our teachers just choose better days to hold tests?instead of piling all of them up one after the other.its so damn brain-juice draining studying.and yea, its emotionally draining too.sigh.screwed maths i tink....but hist was nice today.wrote quite alot an i've got tt feeling that i did well.tmrs chem and com =(.....i desperately need to sit next to daniel or luke cos i have absolutely no idea on how to do java...

anyway chua chee is really nice la she let us pre-register.but i cant believe we all shot our mouths off and promised to do well in tmrs paper.bleh.

hmm so many things has happened....funny retarded stuff.first there was the stuffing of derek behind the door.it was so fuken hilarious i'm still giggling as i'm typing.he looked so funny cowering in there holding zheng he above his head as an umbrella from the water we were spraying in.after that zhiwan called him all sorts of names lyk "prisoner of afghanistan" and "POW" and "prisoner of zheng he".and zhiwan is just retarded la traps himself willingly behind the door and climbed all over to get out.

assembly on tuesday was spastic.zheng is retarded la i scratched him wif my strepsils cover and he yelled "OW".then reuben and i both told him to shut up and just to spite us, he screamed."OWWWWWWW!!!!!!"it was sooooo embarrassing i covered my face wif my hand.then zheng kept on looking around innocently.but greg got quite pist pointed squarly at zheng and told him to behave.dunno if he point at me heh heh

i dunno wads wrong wif me now la.i've been mugging so much i havent had much time to think abt stuff.i feel so emotionally detached now.and how long has it been since i last had a real meaningful convo wif anyone?god i cant wait for friday to come and go....

2005-08-01T13:28:00.000+08:00

hmph 6 test in 4 days is completely shit up wad the hells is hwachongs problem

blogging during com studies lessons.i just brilliantly bullshited my way pass kent cheong to get my op points.i tink i got 2 or something.but i completely did not understand it cos i copied directly from alfred. and wen he asked me to explain i just MBBS talk cock and finally just sayed something "smart" and he gave it to me woot i rocks. anyway MBBS is Mouth Big Brain Small.

today has been sooooo boring i hated it.honestly alvin tan is becoming a better teacher than limcc at least he gives us notes and explains. sigh and huang is getting crazy she gave us summary ask us to do in 1 period wad crap.oh and today i kena punished by RAM i tink he pms he is CHAO lame got soooo worked up just cos we talked how spastic.so kena pumping then later missed signing yushan's card crap.and he told me to tell quah i kena punished dream on man.

sigh gotta go home MUG soon these few days are gonna be so boring studying all the way this is such bullshit =(

2005-07-30T21:57:00.000+08:00

god i dunno wads wrong wif them.wen i try to make conversation u snap at me and wen i shut up and leave u guys alone, u say i never talk.wanna be an adult.wad the fuck do u want from me??and u noe wad?i fucking dont care anymore.

hmph today woke up "early" to go watch the debate thingy.as usual we pawned and won in the end.best speaker and best overall.but it was quite boring la until they attacked each others points.they were craaaaaaaaazy zai chinese chao pro la.adon was speculating that aran dint noe a single thing they were saying.oh and both of us ended up sitting on the steps cos we were 10mins late bleh.then finally ended at 12 lyk that.at least the food at the reception was nice.

watched lost.hmm cant believe shannon fell in love wif sayid.how dumb.should u spoiler u all?no la dun tink i should.but i tink boone will die haha.

hmm feel v uninspired now to blog tink i'll play abit then mug.yep thats it byee

2005-07-29T20:53:00.000+08:00

hi havent been bloggin been so busy wif dumb mrp at least we're done.and today really sucked too we dint do anything fun maths is so bloody difficult i really suck at it.and malay was such a killer.the ony fun thing we did was 2 periods of chinese slacking in the art history place or something.

bah and yesterday was so stupid the worst day in the whole term.quah was such a bitch scolding me as usual wen i did nothing lyk what the hells a problem.clement was making all those funny insulting comments and i laughed.but so did all the others around him.but nooooo she HAS to pick on me the idiot.and she niao until lyk crazy la cant stand it wanted to yell at her.wadever sh blamed me for doing was all done my clem but nooooo she thought i was the ringleader.then she came up wif the fucked theory that i think i'm a "hero" after my track finals act like i'm very bigshot.wad bullshit just cos i won something which u could never DREAM of winning doesnt mean u have to be soooo resentful.she hates me and i hate her i just cant help it.stupid bitch.

then after that com lesson as usual i din noe wad the hell was going on gah i'm starting to get worried abt the test.after that they dragged zheng and me to play the all star match and we waited half an hour befre fat pig zhu got his team ready.heard he's migrating to sheffield haha imagine a china pig there he'll be the laughing stock.esp wif his HUGE ego that hes pro at soccer.his parents must be crazy.anyway the match was dumb made really good passes in the first ten mins but aran never shot and aky was being raped by iype on the flank.it was pretty pathetic i suck completely now havent kicked a ball for 3 wks i tink.and after that our midfield was really flat was aky and derek werent tucking in and xy and i have absolutely no communication and luke was nevr there to tidy up.poof and tcy was raped on the flank.and in the end my muscles were so pain after 2.4 tt i just slacked around and in the end the half finished 3- 1 to them and i just left.stupid zhu only wants to play so he can "prove" he's "good" wen he's not and the match is soooo meaninless why does he even arrange them.sorry really feel lyk blasting him.

hmph i cant make a new blogskin this sucks i'm so pathetic.an i'm super unfit now, i dun understand com,i'm slacking so much for hist,and i tink i'm gonna flunk up bleh.

2005-07-27T19:17:00.000+08:00

aaah i've got a frrrrrrrrrking splitting headache i tink i'm gonna die.....anyway i wanna change my writing style to xy's and aky's i dunno why just like it. and i'm not a copycat!

my hair is freaking retarded. i dunno wads wrong wif my barber.cut until so short dereks one its horrible horrble horrible.but i dun look bald!!argh i cant wait for it to grow sheesh.

aaah quah only gave us one day extention.which scks cos we still have one more ques to write and i dun tink we're doing a very good job. and we're horriby over the word limit omg and tcys not online....great he's sleeping.wonderful mrp partner.if we dun fnish i'm so gonna kill him.anyway i'm doing wif charles next yr we'e paying his bro for professional consultation fees =>.argh actually i dun care anymore i wanna be done wif it by 9 the i can watch my csi!!

ooh i love writing lyk that suddenly gives u sooo much things to blog abt

hmph i reallyreally hate quah.stupid bitch wad the hells her problem??today she was lyk, sooooooo out to pick on me.anyway clement is frrrrking hilarious omg i laffed damn hard.quah was like super pist but its a looong story ask me personally if u wanna noe.anyway charles was playing the squeezing hand game wif me cos emily of emerald hill is so frrking boring and the white dictator caught us and said we were gay.if ur so desperate for smeone to even glance at u doesnt mean u have to go around making bloody stupid coments.but anyway she kind ofmade up for it in the end wen she gave us extention.i was damn sure she wouldnt

then chua chee also scolded me.dun noe why.gah tday was realli suay da la.but anyway she told me that looking good no point if i dun listen.haha yes in the words of aky: i noe i'm fatally attractive.anyway it was super super embarrassing i cant tink of any teachr hu'd praise her student while scolding him.

ooh woonyang apparently is gonna become a sprinter/jumper.looks lik this spells the end for tor.apparently he was told he could leave by ang how sad.

aaah ok must start mrp le bye.

2005-07-26T19:46:00.000+08:00

hmph my hair sucks
i asked him to cut thin
in the end come out so damn SHORT
gah everything just aint going right

mrp's due tmr
and we still havent written ANYTHING
oh crap la
stupid tcy RESPOND quick do la
tmr sure kena zham by quah wen we ask for extension

bleh compo today sucked
jus dun feel i wrote well
they were ok, but not spectacular u noe?
my first one i wrte abt the 48hrs to live one
and in the end i kind of died
was tt supposed to be inside?
if not then i'm screwed
then my letter was so screwed up and messy
jus wasnt planned prop
BLEH

i cant stand xiao yao
stupid 2G cheena scholar
keeps on coming up during assembly to speak
give his "great" groundbreaking ideas
today he crapped for 2 whole mins before getting to the point
in his speak-through-my-nose-in-my-cheena-accent english
gah sorry feeling v caustic today

another person i cant stand is jason
god he sucks
i shant elaborate
it'll shock everyone wif the curses

havent been playing court in a loooong time
today just started to miss it
hmph skool sux
it aint fun anymore

2005-07-25T20:36:00.000+08:00

stupid ang i hate him

the idiot ang sucks big time.
check the nicknames of any guy from hc on msn and it'll say someting lyk:
ANG SUCKS
cos he does
he downright does
wads his fuken problem, meddling wif our high skool affairs
he and his broken eeengrish
he came up, talked cock, said we must "really enjoy now"
and then said today no half day TMR have
WOW WEE and wads worse is its at 11.20
and if u take into account we have TERM TEST
which starts at 11.45, lasts 1h45mins
skool' end at wowwee 1.30 how incredibly great
wonderful half day
have got a really good mind to scratch angs car
or throw rotten eggs
or curse him on smb

so today i was in a fuken bad mood
and i really gave alvin tan hell, as promised
the other lessons were quite ok la considering
maths was nice =P and i finally understood chem
during alvin tan finished chem work then sang nevergone
in horrible high pitched voices wif zheng and aky
haha aky got caught by shortie
but seriously isnt it crystal clear we dun give a damn abt him
dun to his height, or lack of it

quah was fuken bitch today she threatened to undress me omg
anyway clement said v loudly:
omg timothy u hear that?commit suciide first
which was so damn sage advice althought i'd rather she died

gah rushing mrp hate it
and tcy doesn't seem to be helping hmph
aaah aran guess ur not alone

2005-07-22T21:52:00.000+08:00

ok after "long" break,
i'm back! (by popular demand hehe)
ok sorry my eager fans waiting for my update on nats
been very buys, occupied
drained emotionally

and i'm sorry k?
i nvr wanted it to turn out like this
u can go ahead and hate me
but somehow i just cant give a damn

ok where to start?
whirlwind 2 days.
seriously.
never undergone anything like that
hmm ok i'll stat from where i left off.

wednesday rite? yea it was.
anyway was very nervous wen i woke up
shivered while i bathed
then wen i went to skool i kind of warmed up
thx guys u really cheered me up
somehow (ur comments wern't xactly encouraging)
anyway aran and i along wif a few sprinters left at 9.20
ok no dint "leave"
more lyk "pon"
played dota until....11?
seriously pon skool.
but heck alvin tan and quah arent xactly to-die-for lessons
anyway i just reaized i'm not tt bad
just tt i dun pay attention
and i'm sluggish with my mouse controls and seections
i vow to use invoker from now on it rocks

anyway went lot1 after a lot of delays
blasted "hold on" on my mp3
wasnt that inspiring =(
anyway had a quick lunch
thought i was gonna puke everything out
then we went to ccks and there, waiting for us, were the councillors
i cameto the main level
and they all turned around at stared
woosh celebrity for a day
treated lyk vips haha
anyway we werent allowed in and we went call room
where i found an entrance to the stands but this guy chased me back
and stupidly asked me to lock the door from INSIDE haha retard
but we changed there in the little room
got my no. tag endorsed
then walked around trying to look composed =finally the gates opened at 1.30 and we went in
i still cant believe the whole tnf got one small section to sit in
it was crazy cramped

but i enjoyed the atmosphere
the excitement and promise was there
and i just closed my eyes and soaked it in
yuwe and wenyang tried sleeping
and all the while my heart thumped lyk crazy.

finally went to warm up after watching 100
basically we dint do that well la
anyway warming up calmed me down
although wen we were waiting to go out
i felt lyk my guts were gonna spill out
churn.turn.bleh....
hmph and the race was forgetable though
dint lyk it
our passing was so screwed....
and even thought tok said i ran a damn good run
i dint feel lyk it. maybe la
but sucks to be third
sigh....guess theres always next yr
anyway our c div 4x400 ran ok
smehow i tink the other tems took steroids
or maybe the 2 best runners(yuwei and junlin) were super exhausted
and zhenyang dint run his best, aran was dying by the last 100
but after that we had prize giving and i forgot evrything.
the support was incredible.
thanks everyone for being there.

dinner was...retardedly fun
jingbo is king of kiasu
he went and took two plates PILED with meat
together wif the broccolli garnishing
so malu the waiter came and said we werent supposed to take it
anyway i tink i ate mostly half0cooked meat
we spent alot of time mixing all sorts of food together
and toasting to stomach aches
took alot of picts and really had a great time
by the time we fnished it was around 10.30
had de-briefing after that
weihao is seriusoly hilarious.
he ket on making self-complimentray remarks
and cheered for ang: ANG!!teach me to triple fault!ANG!!
laffed damn hard
anyway by the time i got home it was 11.15
should have stayed over

next morn was stupid.
forgetable.
went to skool anyway.
had the annoncement of results.
3/4 of us looked lyk zombies. i tnk i did
was crazy tired
west spring is chao stupid reminded me of naps
and the logistics sucked
we moved from one room to another
doing pintless things
just HOW is monopoly related to racial harmony??
big waste of time
most meaningful part was the trip home.

jus wanted to thank everyone in track for everything.
here goes: (from most senior)

yushan:
thx for being such a great j1 senior
u wee by far and away the most friendly
and though i dnt have much time to get to noe u better
u were real fun to be around wif and thanks for everything.

junyan:
thx sprints capt u may not be the most dynamic
but definitely the most understanding
u really rocked an u gave valuable advice!

songjun:
my fave senior.
ur jus such fun to be around wif.
thx for being such a great sport, entertainer,friend,senior.
u were always lightening up the mood
encouraging and joking around.
spurring us on.
th for being there for me during my 100 "tragedy".
hope u remain in track.
track needs such ppl =)

joonsern:
haha u!
damn retarded sometimes
but had a lot of fun joking around wif u
ur quite annoying sometimes
but i really had a blast wen we went to j8 tt time
great big eater haha.
thx for being a great senior.

yuanchang:
star runner.
thx for beng such a sport.
may not have gotten to noe u very well...
but hey always next yr
thx for the encouragement to
or being there for me
looking forward to running wf u nxt yr

yikai:
my next fave senior
ur super nice and understanding
i tink ur the most alike me
anyway thx for the endless encouragement
and fun times shared
enjoyed insultng u noe hu together
anyway just stay in hci track k??
wif such "elements" gone we'll rock

linchen:
hehe lin chen-chen
ur a really friendly guy
and uuuper nice to poke fun at hehe
anyway thx for being not just a great senior
but a true friend

stanley:
hmm...ok.
thx for SOMETIMES not being a pain
but anyway jus to apologize for wad we did the other time.
yea thats it.

jelly:
u rock jelly k?
stay cool.
u were always lifting the mood at training
wif ur antics and jokes
for being such a smiley personality
and always having such boundless energy to cheer us up
ur the best jelly.
rock on

zhenyang:
try not to go around injuring ppl on the ev of finals k?
but thx for the great effort u always put in
it was fun fooling around and laffing lyk madmen
haha

jingbo:
ur sometimes crazy funny, or crazy retarded
u do themot stupid ad outrageous tings
but for that i thank u fr being such a sport
and trying to lift our moods
though it may not always have worked
ur just great to hang around wif

terence:
aha terence my fave haha
no la jk
ok i noe yuwei and i alwayspoked fun at yr...size
sorry k?
but thx for always being upbeat
and thoug u dnt run
u were the driving force behind us
egging us on
and dyeing ur hair and painting ur body
thx for being our no 1 supporter
and always being the nice guy
stay "cool" i-sparker =P

wenyang:
thx for running ur heart out for us
its been a real great year
hanging out
thx for being such a professional, encourager
and so many other things
fr always being there at training
and constantly being my travelling partner

junlin:
i sometimes hate u cos ur so fast haha
maybe i'm just super jealous
anyway thx for earning for us all those points
u never hung ur head
even though u knew the odds were stacked aginst u
u would professionally do the job
and prove evryone wrong
i have never heard u complain
and ur joking around is lame but fun and retarded
and thank u for running ur all on the last day
even though u were so tired

yuwei:
star hurdler, ur a role model
for slackers hu nvr train
cos u've shown us all how training doesn't neccesarily pay off
u were really fun to hang out wif
and had a great time laughing and joking around
great names we've come up wif: jelly, TT, lin chen-chen....
and thx for running hard even though u were always nervous
thx for being a great teammate

guys, i'll always treasure the memories and times we've shared
its been a whirlwind year
but i look forward to at least another 2 more years of fun
and our tight bond
lets all rock this thing again nxt yr

yea i guess thats it.
long post
but worth every single second

2005-07-19T20:19:00.000+08:00

the tension is chocking me
the pressure is on
can smell the atmosphere, feel the anxiety and expectation
and that nagging buzzng feeling in my head
the fear of ending up wif...nothing.
end this quick.

i'm not feeling good now
funny thing nerves
and ghost of you and me's playing around thru my head
and the recurring nightmare
of everything that i've worked so hard for

wad if? wad if i get the baton
fall?slip?get overtaken?drop it?
wad if i end up wif nothing?
going in wif huge hopes, aspirations, expectations
coming back a loser
we've won no doubt
but how abt personal glory?
sigh....

so it boils down to this i guess
and just let me say this:
watever happens tmr,
win or lose, tears or cheers
just noe i've given everyting
cos thats wad i intend to do
let blow them away people

i noe i sound melodramatic
funny. reminds me of todays nsw.
dun remind me it sucked.
anyway...i'm gonna screw on my new spikes
jeez i'm nervous dun tink i can sleep

For Honour. For Glory.
Duan Pao WOOSH.

2005-07-18T21:32:00.000+08:00

hello everyone
finally back blogging
been slacking abit...

anyway the past few days were super dull
wif the exception of reading harry potter
watched liverpool thrash leverkusen easily
heh heh zenden and sissoko not bad leh
anyway today stupid xy, luke and charles were spoilers
they told me wad happened in the book

so to get even
i'm gonna tell evryone!!
WARNING: SPOILER AHEAD
READ AT YOUR OWN PERIL...

ok just joking
i'm gonna be nice and let u lucky ones read fr urself
hmph.

schools been kinda lousy
it ant fun anymore
we're suddenly so well behaved
and all the others evr talk abt is dota
wad wah kiat said is true.
playing dota spoils friendships
cos u get competetive and onli talk abt one thing
lyk how stupid is that.
sigh....
and the rowdiest thing we ever do is chant "DEREK"
and even thats getting annoying
wad happened to the 2h of old?
or rather, 1h?
maybe its puberty.

hmm yuwei got 2nd (AGAIN)
and aran lucky u he's taking anchor man
so ur most lykly second or something
anyway its so unfair
yuwei never came training yet he's so zai

today's chinese test was quite easy
did it real fast (my standards)
then wehad to endure 20mins of tan guan chye crap
he realli can go on and on
and i think he noes that
stupid idiot =P

training was....slackish
thats the only way to describe
how uneventful
sigh finals on wednesday gulp.

blogging is becoming a chore
i tink i'll lay off for awhile
u can prob see it in my bloggng style
sigh...
and those idiots are nagging at me to get off
bye.

2005-07-14T20:59:00.000+08:00

gosh i'm soo tired....

sigh.
wad can i say?
guess its: "I'M A BIG SCREW UP"
serious....
it sucks realli
if anyone told me before nationals tha i wuld run a 25.43 for 200
be in the top 12
and make it to both 100 and 200 semis
i would have been crazy happy
or told u u were crazy
butnow that i actually got so far on both occasions
ran tt timing for 200
and break into the top 12
all i feel is disappointment
and a huge sense of unfulfilment
i tinking abt wad could have been
it sucks.....
and i jus feel lyk crap =(

the first 100 was a disaster
started well enuf
sprinted 30m...or at least i tink so
the i let off and strided
and it seemed to be working....
saw thered marking coming up...10m away
for some absurd reason, i slowed down....
and BOOM loo yihao, tan boon han and dng liang burst up
and i saw the st pats guy too from the corner of my eye
and then i hesitated oh god...
and finally my cow sense kicked in and i sprinted lyk crazy
overtook st pats guy in a flash
was gaining on yihao...i tink he heard me
and seriously for a moment i thought u had done the impossible
then he suddenly burst forward, pulled away....
sigh came in 4th siansian
and i actually tot i could qualify
hoping against hope
either me or junlin
and tt gay eventually qualified as 6th wif 24.90
omg and i was....12th
i wanted to cry man
i hate myself

then i kind of cheered up
supported the 4x400 team lyk siao
screamed, cheered, shouted, yelled
jumped even
and yuwei rocks he's uuuuuuuuper fast fr 400
just glided past tt guy and finishd so strong
gay man....nvr train still so zai
andthn we went down to the side of the track
and cheered lyk mad for the B div guys
and i cant believe i was screaming jumping up and down
felt so malu
but th others said it was "track spirit"
hehe man we're damn damn united

so anyway we came in 2nd qualifier for C
1st for B
and this is to all the sprints doubters out there
there will be a hwachong guy in EVERY event on the final day for C
and we're not being overun
quite contrary actually
so there. shut up

and the sec 1 justin rocks
so much
came in first for jav wif a dist of 45.33
gay
charles was 4th =( and adriel 3rd
anyway we're kinda running away wif it
but sssssh i shant say anything frst
1. Hwa Chong Institution 101pts
2. ACSI 44pts
3. VS 40pts
4. Sports school 25pts
but those are the statistics
and i pray the remain lyk tt

anyway i love nats
can skip soooo much skool
tmr i aint going prjects day
hehe insead i'm gonna have fun at cck
love watching instead of running =)
ok byee~

2005-07-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

hello everyone
happyhappy
we're leading VS by...20 points?
haha we rock
or at least high jump and ROY rock
yesyesyes high jump got 1,2,3 finish
roy got 1st for pole vault daryl 6th
woot now if throws and trip can do well
its ours again =)

sigh feeling quite tied down
so hvn't been blogging
so much work...
STRESS
oh and btw ran a PB for 200
25.51
cant believe thats only 11th bleh
oh and here comes the good part:
Heat No 2:
Lane 3- Wang Ding Liang
Lane 4- Tan Boon Han
Lane 5- Loo Yi Hao
Lane 6- Timothy Yong
ARGH this sucks
i'm screwed....
best runners from RI and VS and fastest C div runner??
oh great i'm dead
then i've got so much hw:
2 Maths WS, 1 Chem, 1 Chi killer compo, MRP and Project
argh crap worse is maths cant keep up
and i completely forgot factorisation
welcome to my life.

anyway shall talk abt today
came to skool, alfred asked me all sorts of ques
then i had to tell everyone hu asked abt my 100 tragedy
sigh and reading period is completely pointless honestly
then chinese spent the whole time talking cock
and maths was a killer time seemed to stop =(
2 periods and i already so sian
tmr 7 periods sure die
then left during recess
went for the dumb health checkup
then later went com lab met the others playin dota
yuwei owned he rocks
then went cck went lot1 ate
and i ordered from the noodles store and the ppl there SOO blur
argh and ayway after all the confusion,
went walking around again (the billabong shop there rocks)
and went cck stadium
ooh and i slept for 1 hr on the stands cant believe it
and then the rest is blahblahRACEblahblahQUALIFYblahblah
then mr tok so nice drove us home
supposed to drop at "cetralised" zone
which was tanah merah
in the end drove everyone home haha he rocks

oops i've g2g eat dinner le byee~

2005-07-08T22:17:00.000+08:00

feel depressed
sad.....
wad wrong wif track
watching damn cry
it was depressing
nvr seen them so quiet
so shocked
and it was pitiful
wish someone could take it all away

shall start from wad promised to be a great day
came to cck, warmed up
and it was all so smooth
ooh and the tracksuit is really cool
gives u respect from others
anyway my heat was last
and thi ngee ann sec guy next to me kept faulting
he got DQ-ed after 2 attempts
damn sian
finally we started properly
and i came in 1st in heat
10th qualifier
wenyang junlin we read wrong
explain later
wen yang ur....13th

then we went lot1 in our tracksuits
attracted alot of attention
ate and decided go library sleep
but lol we spent 30mins thre talking nonsense before we left
met songjun and the others at the foodcourt
then we went back
and its real quiet at cck during track break
can sleep nicely
anyway we went to warm up
and we were realli confident
at least i was confident we could beat sports skool and the others
then everything went wrong at 3rd point
junlin came in fast
yuwei burst off damn fast too
junlin somehow couldnt catch him
and yuwei....(sigh [-_-])...STOPPED completely
got the baton and then ran again
by that time sports skool was pulling away lyk crazy
and i've neer run so fast in my life before
just to catch them
my first few strides were crazy big and fast
but in the end i just couldnt catch him
dominic sarron lee
sigh.....
and i kinda blame myself
fr getting angry at them and not catching up
=(

and everythin went downhill from here
B div next
songjun first runner
ran so damn well
it looked so perfct
then yuan chang started early
ran out of zone
songjun stood at theend of zone waiting
for yuan chang to take and continue
then everything happend so fast
yuan chang stopped, whirled round, grabbed at it, missed, feel, rolled to his feet, grabbed it again
and ran lyk siao
then lawrence
caught up lyk crazy
tai hao ran so fast i couldnt believe it
and in the end it was such a heroic effort
yet they couldnt make up time
after that was the worse
seeing yuan chang crying and blaming himself
lawrence lying there, his hamstring completely destroyed
songjun quiet lyk crazy
tai hao so pale
and then lawrence's injury could rule him out of hurdles
which he was destined to win
and watching him cry
it was really sad
sad, depressing...felt so so sorry for them
him esp, which is a first....
sigh....

i noe i dun make sense
cos its such a pointless post
this sucks completely.....

2005-07-07T13:45:00.000+08:00

hii......
feel kinda depressed
at this point of time i'm worrying abt nationals
playing games on my own
and still have chem to do
prob reach home at 3 =(
and i realli dun feel lyk blogging
but tonite i'm gonna sleep at 9
cos i've got to wake up at 530 tmr morning
and i wun have any time tonight
sigh.....
D-Day is upon me.

2005-07-06T20:48:00.000+08:00

hmph dota is quite fun i wanna play....

today everyone kind of became nerd and went com lab instead of court
to play DOTA!!
and watching tcy and aky play makes it so fun
cos theyre both quite good
better than me at least =P
and tcy's hero rocked...silencer i tink he kept on using this zai spell
and aky was complaining for no reason that his hero sucked
at least it was quite good rite......

today readin period was crazy funny
derek was the CENTER of attention
daniel would start to say DEREK! in his constipated tone
and luke and i would join in
followed by everyone in the vacinity
wen kohkt came in we would all go quiet
for a while at least
then slowly we would start again
and we kept on saying it randomly so he couldnt pintpoint the source of the noise
and eventually he just went away
and everytime he left we would just explode into a chorus of DEREK!
it was really hilarious
and i gave daniel the idea to say KIMTIAN
and he suddenly said it and i laffed so hard my side split
his rendition of EMU rocks too

chi was very slack huang came in wif a bad mood
or wad looked lyk
but our class antics just cheered her up
but i cant really rmbr wad we talked abt in the zbnow +P
and then PE i slacked
but halfway i wanted to shoot a few baskets
s aran and i joined akys group
and i managed to shoot one hopeless shot before tankau caught us
and recess was retarded we sat around waiting for the queue to shorten
before aky and tcy bought meatballs out of desperation

hist was so stupid we wasted the time away
alvin tan really is a hopeless teacher
quah was quite crabby today
but due to the threat of sueing i shall keep my comments secret

chem is quite fun la
chua chee aint that bad she was really nice to us after lesson
and quah left early today omg we went to see her at 1.50 for mrp and she wasnt there
prob the only teacher NOT around
sigh.....

training was slack today duh
but we sent the first 30mins playing wif a softball
then we did blocks and songjun gave us cards
wif SPRINTS on it quite cutee
my start is completely horrible
my technique is lousy and i cant concentrate
i always concentrate on one thing and forget another aspect sian
and yeh!! tok told us teachers hve been told to give trackers extension for mrp
so aran, tcy and charles!! we're saved muahahaha
nationals in 1 day.....

ok i'm in a realy good mood
shant allow u to destroy it

2005-07-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

just get off my back

god just leave me alone k??
i dun want to hear any of your insults
and your criticism
its my life i lead it lyk i want

really lousy day today
only fun part was maths period
anglc was damn freaking funny
and bold in a way....
he just grabbed bob's shoe
and then bob tried to grapple with him how retarded
then he walked out, went to the ledge
and dropped the shoe down
it was ridiculously hilarious
in a mean way =P

assembly was....weird
that jason watsername guy is boring
BORING
god he cant even conduct a proper assembly
and for long periods i tink he was talking to himself
cos no one was listening
i was surprised janey dint blast us
for our obvious lack of interest
it was insipid at best
then after that some broadway cast put up a play
abt teenage love, BGR blahblah
although it was quite funny
the actor was quite retarded but funny
and i made a few dumb and dirty comments +P
i played out a conversation to the others
boy: ma i going my girlfriends house
Mum: go thre for wad? so late le
boy: er...study
mum: study wad ha??study her body ah??
and i said the last bit a teensie wheenie too loud
and quah shot me a look
and told me to behave
oops and after that
wen they said date in groups
i muttered: "wad? mass orgy?"
i'm sure quah dint hear
but it had the others laughing damn loud
so i tink she was suspicious
and miraculously she dint blast me in class

after skool at court
it was completely scorching
and my team was lyk falling apart
adon left early
derek left after that
and just lyk that no more strikeforce
and i kind of lost it wif gino
he always loved to stand at one place
and command others to close down the attacker
wen his the closest
lyk for one instance he yelled at me
to cover and mark tansy
wen i was at the other side and he was right in front of tansy
and he stood there and wen the shot went in
he said he couldnt defend at that side
how dumb.
he may be cute but sometimes theres a limit

after that we dint get to play
and nick pulled off some quite incredible reflex saves
then i went for training
and tok dint turn up
how dumb
along wif the others supposed to turn up
so i did weights which was so sian
and wen tok did come it was 4+
directly after he left i left
how sad. SAD.
i just realised it was junyan's and joonsern's last training session yesterday
and i dint get one last proper training wif them
it just seems so meaningless.
and i've lost all conviction
lyk theres a voice saying all the time:
wads the point??
god nationals in 3 days
=( .....

2005-07-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

yeh movie overload.....

woot just watched war of the worlds
it's really very good
spielberg is such a masterful director....
anywa i tink i'll do a "free-movie-review-for-ACE" service
in the perfect 10 realbites syle
here goes:

ok war of the worlds isbased on the HG wells classic(DUH!)
and cruise plays this deadbeat dad
hu cant take care of himself
let alone his 2 kids staying over at his place
they're estranged from him and live wif their mom and her husband
anyway on the day they arrive cruise argues wif....
robbie, the older boy
so robbie steals his car and goes joyriding
in the meantime, theres THAT storm building in the sky
then lightning strikes the same spot 26 times
then a huge EMT wave is spread
disabling everything electronic
so no cars, no radio, not even a watch
then cruise leaves dakota fanning at home
goes for a look at the spot
then those HUGE aliens, in machines, come out
its really mind blowing special effects
and from there the movie builds into a survival journey
the 3 of them running from the ruthless aliens
and spielberg directs it so masterfully
u can almost feel their fear and anxiety,
understand their confusion,
taste the nausea
and feel the dread growing
menace clings in the air, even without the aliens
cos you always noe they're gonna strike
which builds the suspense
the background music wif all the distant and menacing rumblings
gives audiences the sense and anticipation of an attack
its also quite psychological
focusing on human emotion instead of the aliens attack
and it goes along at a suitable pace
and the scenes of destruction and alien attacks are just terrifying
esp the first scene
it kind of pitters out at the end
though the ending is suitable and just nice
a real blockbuster from spielberg =)
i give it 4 out of 5 bites
*crunch crunch crunch crunch*

haha there
cant believe i wrote it
so perfect english and serious
but honestly it rocked
so to make a long story short:
GO WATCH WAR OF THE WORLDS
=)

anyway its really movie overload
cos ive watched so many nice movies of late
batman, mr and mrs smith and now war of the worlds
woosh and theres still fantastic 4
the island, stealth....
and harry potter looks real good saw the movie trailer
better start saving money

yay lanning tmr
most lykly gonna get owned
i'll prob just run away wen i see any hero
and hide behind wilson or gino
and CS i'll just avoid luke and blast at everyone else
ok add cheng yao to the "to avoid" list
cant wait =)

hmm cant say i'm looking forward to skool nex wk
i dun farking understand maths
was cursing damn loud on fri amazing anglc dint hear
and tracks gonna kill me =(
andthereitgoes....my grades down the drain =(
argh

2005-07-02T21:22:00.000+08:00

harlooo
yea its a long weekend
and mondays lan
yesss

hmm ok yesterday dint have much time to blog
so i shall fill u in now
ok first things first
i am such a cheat
alfred did 2 flash games and sent me one
which i said i "did" wif derek
=P
feel a bit guilty
but aw heck its com studies i dont care

and yesterday everyone went to play dota
and i the dota idiot just sat and watched
and also asked alot of questions
and wilson was very patient in explaining
while zheng just kept screaming at the screen
asking reuben and luke to die and telling xy he sucked
while i just played my lame visual boy advance fifa
which i kind of rock at
kewell rocks in the game
so e spent the whole afternoon playing com
instead of court
oh no we'rebecoming nerds =P

then after that i went track
and fooled around
and songjun was being a real ass
he's so damn childish
look songjun i noe ur heights factor but u don't have to come and act cute rite?
*sarcasm*
anyway mr tok gave us sme donation cards
which i intend to do on monday at orchard =p
we also need to participate in some biking competetion
i tink i'll jus go there and playplay
aftr that we had slack training
and i fund out duglas got into jumps
so cheng yao's place is under threat
he's also kind of been relegated to some kind of timekeeper
or rather, ang's personal assistant and slave
=P sorry cheng yao ur in a bad state
anyway i ran one 200 tme trial
did a PB of 25.44 which is pretty darn good =)
and that was it
spent the rest of the time playing around and doing crunches
after that we went 7-eleven
and got a free upsize for slurpee!!

speaking of upsize
this is one really funny joke of the old aunties at mcdonalds
auntie: "hello! welcome to mac-nor-nald!
can i up-sai your cock?"
which, for those hu arent laffing
is their way of saying
"hello?welcome to mcdonalds!can i upsize your coke?"
hahaha aint i hilarious??=P

hmm making a new blogskin
which, i must say
looks NICEEEE =)

today my parents dragged me to suntec
for the MOE skool exhibition thingy
and its was crowded
never knew so many ppl cared abt this kind of thing
but it was so crammed
and messy
hwa chongs one was so prominent
rite at the entrance
and i met qihan, talked awhile
before wandering around and seeng yuteng, seng and one senior
the rest i dint recognize
and seng looked so studious
wif those thick glasses

argh i dont understand maths at all
so dead
=(

6 days more to nationals....
g2g! byee~

2005-07-01T07:02:00.000+08:00

sigh its a friday morning in skool
god i hate fridays
theres double chinese, double malay and double maths
malay and chi i'll prob die of boredom
and maths will prob kill my brain
and i just realised i dint bring my spikes
and today theres ncc day and we arent celebrating youth day
and theres training after skool
and i missed lost last night so i'm in a bad mood
god fridays dun start much worse

2005-06-30T21:01:00.000+08:00

nationals in 8 days argh

hello....
got back physics today
which was pretty nice
cos i did quite well
kind of expected cos i mugged quite abit
but i'm NOT a muggertoad
anyway got an a1 but stupid reuben got around...83?
thats crazy high
for someone so small his brain's awfully BIG

anyway forgot to post abt...erm..the white dictator's threat
abt how she can go check for her name in our blogs
due to security purposes i shall now be referring to her as...
QUAR
yes quar
she has threatened to sue us for...something
dunno wasnt paying attention
and i remember seeing xy taking notes...
haha his blog's so full of QUAR's name no wonder
come on la anyway
wads there to sue?
oh i used ur name cos i'm freaking pist wif u?
so dumb

watched lost in translation this afternoon
quite sweet and heartwarming
somewhat
scarlet johanson is quite chio
just realized
shes got really nice skin....
ok i shall stop lusting over her
basically the whole show was abt how 2 lonely strangers met
built a great friendship
as they wandered tokyo together lost in translation
then they eventually, sort of, fall in love
when theyre both married
but for gods sake bill murrays old enuf to be her father
so weird seeing them kiss...

i dint play court today
which was quite a pity but i promised to be back
how dumb
but at least tmr i'm playing yea

speaking of which we SHOULD be celebrating youth day tmr
thats wad evry other skool's doing
but of course our skool prob wont
more work i guess

and wongsm's classes are getting REAL boring
and she nags and gives us so much work
today abt half the class was dead quiet after her stupid wen zhang
which was soooo long and i dint get 3/4 of it
and we were lyk, so quiet
out of sleepiness and boredom
first time i've seen it
it was REALLY quiet
sleepy silence

bah guess i better get ready for bed
but i wanna stay up watch LOST
yeh evangeline lilly's hot
byee~

2005-06-29T21:09:00.000+08:00

hii feel v tired i'll try to rmbr wads happened...

ok i guess i'll kind of change my blogging style
got bored of the old one
so tedious to read
so i shall be more mature and stop talking so much abt myself

hmm changed seats today
and my seat really rocks
i've got charles on my left, luke in front of him, derek and toad behind, and wah kiat on my right
work can ask kam fai
and xy and tcy were trying to sabo zheng cos he changed seats
and pity him his seat really sucked
and i guess i was too but after a while the novelty ran out

alvin tan's lesson was fun
fun in a sense that we weren't paying any attention
and i accidentally blurted out something tht was really mean
he was talking abt the japanese hot spa
and he said the jap ppl believe that the hot spa can...
and i just spoke without thinking wtf
i said :"in a hope they can grow taller"
ARGH i swear it came out funny but all i wanted to do was to shut up
and he seemed so taken aback and everyone was laffing
poor alvin tan =(

the writing competition was really dumb
i was writing really well in PEN
and charles suddenly said SHIT
and then he pointed out that we weren't supposed to use pen
lyk wth pen so wad they wont penalize wad
and he had to rewrite everything poor guy
i just kept mine cos my pen ink looked lyk pencil
but my ending was dumb and argh the word limit ruins everything

sigh my bro wants to use the com
guess i'll go now
sigh....

2005-06-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

hi everyone sorry haven't been blogging
the thought of going back to skool just destroys all desire to blog
=(

oh well....
so many things have happened
where should i start
hmm.....

ok i guess from the incident on fri
we were supposed to go makan after track
so me, yikai, joonsen, terrence, john, zhen yang, jingbo, lawrence, songjun and stanley went
supposed to go adam road
but in the end the bitch larwence attitude-ed the whole way
tink he very cool
hang around at the back wif a smug expression
and stanley also wasn't being very friendly
cos both wanted to act cool
so we wanted to ignore them
then we took 156
and wen it stopped at adam road, they alighted
we dint.
poor songjun had to follow them
felt real bad for him
but of cos
larwence deserved no symphaty

anyway thats wen the fun began
we went j8 to eat
then we were making one whole ruckus
playing songs on terrence's speaker
so tuo diao kept on blaring out
and we were laffing and toking damn loudly
took many funny picts
ate carrot cake and ended up having a food fight
and after we had broken our chopsticks to form the words Hwa Chong
we messed it up and formed RI
muahahaha
and we ran out wif john covering the big chinese high sign on my shirt
then we went to the toilet and laffed damn loudly for no reason
and i kept on kicking open terrence's cubicle
how bad rite? =P
then we speculated members of the public would complain to jeff
and on monday he would come and say:
"dint i tell u all to stay out of TROUBLE??!!"
and we were really rowdy and misbehaving so we left quickly
but it was really fun and meaningful
without act cool shit like lawrence
and we dun need them to be united
too bad songjun wasn't there....

ok then i spent the next 2 days dreading skool
and rushing work
how dumb.

then TODAY...
ah sigh.....
i hate skool
so screwed up la
felt so sian and braindead today
lessons really suck
and we did lots of work
and i slpet wif my eyes open during chi
how cool rite?

after skool we went court
yes court i missed it. somewhat
anyway we waited half an hour before aran came wif the deflated ball
and then i scored 2!!!
YEA NOT BAD HUH
oops caps
wadeva but anyway i loved my first goal
gino takled and it fell pass the defence to me
and i controlled it, or rolled it
looked up
picked my spot
adjusted and zhammed rite into the bottom corner from far out
=)))))
then my second was nice too
i chested a high ball and thomas came rushing in
i feinted to my left and he jumped that way
and i promptly volleyed into the bottom corner
how nice
ooooh sorry just had to gloat
not everyday i play striker and score goals at court =P

bah and training was horrible dun ask

anyway g2g ge ready for...bed.
argh i hate skool
wadeva byee~

2005-06-24T12:09:00.000+08:00

hello everyone
i realize i've been using the word "bored" alot
so i'll just substitute
wif....sian?

bah anyway v free this morn
u noe how u sometimes get this feeling
that u need to do work
and ur brain wants to do work
but ur heart and body just refuse to get going
and in the end u accomplish nothing.
sound familiar?
well that's been happening to me all tru the hols =(

miss skool
seriously miss skool
i just wanna get back in 2H
and irritate quah
poke fun at alvin tan
kill our brains wif anglc's work
and be rowdy during huang's lessons
more importantly
i miss slacking during CS
and playing court
and that sweet sensation of knowing u've lived tru one wk of skool on fridays
gosh i miss skool
2 more days to skool
only thing is i still have to get work done

training's in the afternoon
and i feel real bad
cos i told yuwei to come training
and he went in the morning
so rite now he's probably wondering around alone
poor thing...=P
sorry yuwei!!

the BSB album is nice
its really mature now
and edgy too
gone are the sob melodies
and songs of love blahblah
ok actually its still alot abt love
but at least the melodies are more edgy
and R&B-ish

siderman's on this sunday
and i tink channel 5's realli hyped it up
wif all the commercials and trivias
which personally i find quite nice
esp the commercials with all the diff themes
lyk love, which had MJ in it
and the songs going wif it is really cool
but seriously we're so over spiderman
cos there's been spiderman 2
and batman and upcoming Fantastic 4
hu can resist jessica alba in it??
anyway lyk songjun said
spiderman's boring
at least batman was filled wif hatred and attitude
and he was really dark and an anti-hero
spiderman is more of :"who am i??i'm spiderman!"
bleh wad is that???!!
wads more the action in spiderman completely sucked
at least sm2 had much more action and a more interesting villian

bleh i hate my playlist
the songs are realli old
and getting quite tedious to listen to
and the random playing keeps on playing the same songs
how dumb

hmm 14 more days...
tinking of getting wristbands wif the skools colours
then wear it go competiton =P
wonder where the finals are going to held
i hope kallang
at least then there's the atmosphere
and motivation to run well

haha poor aran
i tink he had to train in the morn and afternoon today
for relay in the afternoon
and ppl have been observing aran's running style
and we tink he swings his shoulders more than his arms
cos he dosn't have upper body strength to swing hard
i tink if he worked on his arms he could do a sub 57 or 58

ok g2g
byee~

2005-06-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

hello
feel so bored
been using the com for so long
this is sinful
gosh feeling so guilty

well at least did some work
english is done, cos toady,alf and i combine our reviews
andtoad helping me do chi
so thanks alot song yi!!
now all i have left is chem =(

yea lost tonight
and tmr can wake up late hehe
the world suddenly seems so bright

2005-06-23T11:39:00.000+08:00

oh wad a boring day

gosh i'm rotting away
seriously can't think anymore
i tink all my braincells are dead
from all the stoning
and staring at the red track
i can't even rmbr aything from skool
augh someone help....

hmm 100 i'm running against my pri skool friend
wonder if he's still as fast....
i can't belive i'm heat 11 for both events
and lane 7 for both
this is a conspiracy!!
always put me last heat sian

argh today my relatives are coming from malaysia
gotta entertain them
worse part is we have to do it without our parents
damn it sia....

zheng wei just logged on wif the nick "mrp screwed"
oh thanks wad a timely reminder =(
along wif pw and hw
reuben quick do project!!
haha but i may not even be in skool on presentation day
and has anyone done san guo yan yi??

toked alot of weird horny stuff last night
maybe i was drunk
or high
bleh.....
really weirded
i CAN"T BELIEVE i asked such questions
argh there must be smething wrong wif me....
all this spare tme must have screwed my brain

ok guess i'll go do some....work
homework haha
peace. out.
(ok i noe that was lame)

2005-06-22T20:50:00.000+08:00

hii people
hmm wad should i blog abt....
argh i'm so lame

anyway watched mr and mrs smith
its really nice
slick and funny
and brad pitt's and angelina jolie's chemistry is smokin
no wonder they had an affair
anyway the action was pretty good
and the humour was so dry and witty
just loved the way it was directed
there wasn't much sex
guess it all got cancelled off
but jolie is so HOT
and the scenes were choreographed well
but it sort of ran out of steam at the end
thankfully their chemistry and acting held up the flimsy plot
oops another movie review =)
getting into a habit

hmm i've just calculated
if i can ge into semis for all 3 events
then i can skip....4 days of skool
then if i go support....can skip 2 or 3 half days
yea!
haha...
bu i'm so gonna suffer this term for studies
=( sigh....

argh aran u suck!!
u SUCK
lemme alone.....
so irritating
hmm and i heard something happened to tcy
but i'm not divulging anything =P

hmm training was slack today
and i felt sick
sigh.....
15 days to nationals
16 to my 100
god i'm nervous
this sucks
so afraid to get thrashed
the only good part is can skip
also excuse for handing up mrp late
"oh sorry miss quah cheng yao and i had track commitments"
"we dint have much time to do"
"we weren't in skool most of the time"
"can we hand up 2 wks later?"
*BIG SMILE*
yea hope it works....

ok i g2g
byee~

2005-06-21T19:00:00.000+08:00

hey people so sorry
been too busy and sleepy to blog.
more on tt later =P

ok i guess church camp was ok
ok it wasn't just "ok"
it was great
seriously
had alot of fun
xcept for a few faggots from the sunday class acting cool the whole time
the facilities wee really good
we had bunks! beds! and pillows!
haha yea and we played alot
pity there wasn't much soccer
and there was alot of flirting going on
and i kinda stayed out of it =P
there was this guy glenn hus a swimmer
and he's got a freaking toned and muscular bod
so anywa he got alot of attention from all the bimbos
and my bro overheard them talking dirty abt him haha
but wth had plenty of retarted fun
and i kinda had to wear my pyjamas on the last day
cos i sorta ran out of clothes hehe
and the last nite was real fun
we all tried to stay up
and i kept awake until around 3.30am before i hit the sack
and the next day everyone was snoozng in church durng mass
even the teachers haha =P

ok so becos of my staying up
i've been freaking sleepy and tired thse 2 days
wif training and all
bleh
but anyway i have to
i can make it to semis for both 100 and 200
hope so
=(
its intimidating
sian
but anyway today ran a PB for 200
25.93
which is nth compared to junlin's 25.45

anyway can't wait to get the track ep3 shirt
and the new kit
and tracksuit
=)
and i tink we guys in 2H should make a class tee
cos this could be our last yr together
b4 we go seperate ways =(
last yr as 2H'05 i guess
phooey

ok i guess i g2g
byee~

2005-06-16T19:25:00.000+08:00

hii yeh it feels gd to be back
just came home abt 1hr ago
god i really missed home
yech i missed so many new stuff and all
argh read soccernet

ok anyway the trip wasn't that bad
KL is a real gd place for shopping
cos is nice and cheap
spent the whole time there shopping and eating
god i tink i'll get fat soon
anyway tis is wad i bought:
1) 1 Converse Shirt for less than 20 bucks
2) 1 Fila Shirt for less than 10 bucks which i dint realli want
3) 3 OP shirts for less than 7 bucks each haha
4) 2 Diesel berms which i dint realli want but my mom bought them anyway
5) 1 reebok duffel for....less than 25bucks
6) 2 CDs greenday and the killers! =) but they were real pricey
7) 1 Constantine vcd for, guess wad, less than 9bucks and original!
.....
yea thats it
kinda alot
and of cos....GUM
haha me the smuggler

anyway i owe my bro 50bucks
cos i broke his mp3 earphone
sian
and he wants a zen micro
tcy has the creative sale ended??
oh and sorry junlin,wy and all the c div trackers
i reallireallirealli wanted to be there
realli sorry k?
and hey 47+ aint bad rite?
bleh feel so guilty
and sorry to u too
wen u told me it cost tt much to sms i freaked out
u ok?
and sorry to anyone hu tried to contact me
argh going overseas spoils eveything

and malaysian newspapers aren't realli gd
they talk more abt badminton
and v little soccer
anyway heard scott parkers going newcastle
pretty gd buy
argh why can't liverpool get some gd players lyk him
and yeh they were allowed into champs league
but tts abt all i noe
and it feels real gd to listen to spore radio again
cos the malaysian version of perfect 10 played the same songs all the time
the remedy kept on coming up
as well as hollaback girl and don't phunk wif my heart
and god mr brighside's being overplayed
its getting really annoying bleh

and i watched batma begins one day b4 everyone else hehe
watched it yesterday in KL wif jw and her frenz
it rocked realli
by far and away the best batman
ooh christian bale rocks realli
cos his acting chops are pretty gd and he's cool
and the way it was shot was pretty gd too
and the gadgets were so cool
and so much details put into everything
wif just enuf action
and bale wasn't wooden wad so ever behind the batman mask
and ooh michael cairn's character as alfred the butler was so funny
his dry humour is so hilarious
there was one scene where bruce wayne was knocked out by a falling beam wen his house was set on fire
and he was knocked out
then alfred came back and woke him up
then wane attempted to lift the heavy beam wif difficulty
and alfred cracked:
"oh come on for all the push-ups u do u can't even lift a stupid log?"
funny?
no?
aww heck just watch the film
its realli good
oh gosh look i've jus done a movie review!

brought work to do there
managed to complete the dumb compo
but aran its abt "you"
actually i used ur name
and its abt the last topic
hey actually i'm sticking up for u in the compo.....
aww heck its ok rite haha
and i dint read a single page of to kill a mockingbird
bleh
and hus done the stupid san guo yan yi thingy??

argh i've got a stupid church camp tmr
sheesh
wish i wouldn't go bleh
and i miss training
need to run
hmmm guess i'll go tmr
21 days to nationals
jia you hor!

okie i guess i better pack my bags
feels gd to be back anyway
okie byee~

2005-06-10T09:40:00.000+08:00

29 days and counting....

hi.....
off to malaysia today
for 6 days
how unbelievably boring
sian
celebrate me grannie's b'day
and having to put up wif all my aunts and uncles
sigh.....

i can't believe we onl hve 2 more wks of hols
i haven't even started to enjoy it
wads more thres still so much work to do
and MRP!!!
crap

haven't been blogging
too lazy i guess
anyway yesterday had wings
wasnt too bad
xcept i completely fucked up my 100
wif a shit hopeless timing of 12.73
and ended up 32nd
but i was running wif B divs so.....
but tt crazy jun lin ran 12.37
wif his old spikes too
wait till he wears his superfly G5
god tt shoe looks cool
anyway our 4x100 rocked
we came in first in our heat
despite being the only c div team thre
haha poor acsi screwed up
stood in wrong lane
and our timing was 47.65
yeh we rock dont we?

argh my stupid parents want me to go out
busted

okie i g2g
see u ppl on thurs
byee~

2005-06-06T21:04:00.000+08:00

bleh i hate the hols
gives me too much time to think
unhappy stupid thoughts
i'm sorry ok if i troubled u or anithing
its not how it looks ok?
jus feel.....apart

i'm sick
bleh
smewhat
feel feverish
and bascally i tink i'm burning out
not going training tmr
need a break
cos i've been going non-stop for 2 mths
yea at least i can sleep in

oops i hate wings
mr tok is sending us to our deaths
we're gonna get raped by the B divs
calvin kang, yusoff......
tee yu geen, joel.......
yuan zhang, song jun......
AUGH!!!!!!!
god we're so screwed
but i smell an upset in the 4x100 relay

anyway i'm going away for 6 days
yea
go malaysia celebrate my grandma's b'day
and i tink i need a new layout
mine is OLD and outdated

okie i'll go work on it
byee~

2005-06-05T18:05:00.000+08:00

hi the first wk of hols has really flown by
and i hven't touched my work
hmmm 3 wks more to skool
argh i need to enjoy myself more

sigh these 2 days were so meaningless
wasted, down the drain
spent alot of time tinking
and i want lots of new stuff
GSS is on
might as well get it
hmm and i'm finally starting to listen to all the nice new songs
speed of sound rocks

gah training tmr
and fri i'm going back to my grandma's place in malaysia
fr 1 wk to celebrate her b'day
no traning i guess.....
speaking of which
33 days to nationals
sigh......
counting down the days

i wish u were online
miss talking to u
and i really feel v sian
gosh why can't u just come online???
its so boring........

okie such an uninspired post
missing lots of stuff
byee~

2005-06-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

urgh i hate the hols.....
its so damn boring.....
all i can do is watch tv and stone at the com
i guess i could do my homework.....
but heck hu am i kiddng.

the weather was a bitch today
so was the sun
and of all the 365 days in a yr
the track room chose TODAY
to be out of electricity
god it was so hottt.....
it was dark and stuffy
and we coudn't go into cool down in front of the fan
how spastic
and towards the end i could barely run
and we did continuous relay
and guanyu kept on standing so far away
he was supposed to be standng in the passing zone
but he stood at the end.
i tink i ran 10m more for each 100m i ran
god i hate the sun
i tink i need a break from training
gonna burn out soon =(

heard allcomers is nxt wk
anyone can clarify that??

i love the madagascar song
"I like to move it move it
I like to move it move it
You like to MOVE IT"
yeh hahahaha we kept on singing that today
wif all the stupid hand actions
and yuwei luvs te penguins in it
and we're gonna watch it on tues after training yay
oops i just rmbred
i SUPPOSED to be at track camp now
hehe poning again
wth hu cares...hu's even going??

i miss skool
i miss 2H
i miss all the retarded fun we have
i miss gino's cuteness
and derek's quirkiness
and aran's screaming and racist jokes abt him
and alfred's antics
and reubie's zhibei-ness cos of his height
and making fun of adon
and hanging out at court
and cutting queue durng recess
AND eveything else at skool
bleh hols aren't so nice after all
just gives u time to tink abt unhappy stuff
sigh......

feel really sian
guess i'll stop now
byee~

2005-06-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

hmph argh why couldn't i have heard hold on by good charlotte earlier!!
could have used it as my blogskin theme
but shit aky heard it first
argh i'm so lagggggg
hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know...
gosh the lyrics are so meaningful and the song is nice too

i wanna get monkey business
it looks nice
dont phunk with my heart rox
esp th music vid
haha hilarious
and shiver by natalie imbrulagia
or wdv dunno how to spell her name
anyway shiver's nice
and of course there's incomplete by bsb
woot they rock
they look much bette than befre
and their music is more mature and darker than before
yes they're back.....

hmm been thinking
during training
possible candidates for track capt and so far
for our batch
below arethe candidates:
Track Capt:
Candidates: ARAN/junlin/some x-country guys
this yr's was throws
nxt yr most likely yuanzhang from pole vault
so my bet is either btwn aran and junlin
for both post as vice capt and capt
cos they're both prmising and pretty gd
and they're diligent (ok maybe not aran...)
but heck aan u've got x factor and leadership
u siad u wun be jumps capt
i agree
u'll be TRACK capt haha

Vice Capt: either aran or junlin or some x-country guy

Jumps capt:
Qi Han. cos he's good and responsible
and cmes training
well likd, by both teachers and peers
without a doubt jumps capt

Jumps Vice Capt:
Guanyu/wincoln
sorry junnies ur not dynamic enuf
and i tink wincoln won't be selected either cos he's too carefree
sorry tcy gy just pips u
he's more responsible and comes more for training

Sprints Capt: Junlin
without a shadow of a doubt
good, promising, diligent, well liked and responsible
gd at studies too
wads more he's bro capt this yr
most likely him

Sprints Vice Capt: WenYang/JingBo/ME
no comment X)

ok i guess thats enuf so far
g2g le byee~

2005-05-31T19:29:00.000+08:00

hii bleh yep the hols are boring
aky ur not alone
sigh......
apart from training
there's nth to do
apart from going out and milling around wif the crowd
and walking till ur legs are sore
and this sounds weird but
i LIKE training alot
at least its meaningful and interesting.
at least it's something u can DO

hmm today training was slackish again
turnout was poor
cos there was SMO
anyway we did starting blocks
which is fun cos u get to stand around and slack
and i manage to excuse mysef earlier cos my blister burst
and we played around in the track room
zhenyang is crazy and stupid
zhams the ball damn hard around the track room
he already broke a fan before
as if tt isn't enuf
and sorry aran ur ball's really being abused =(

yeh i'm not going for file check tmr
arranged wif quah
i had to CALL her
can u believe it
argh my skin was crawling as i called
sheesh and she was simpering
maybe she tot i was tcy
anyway managed to arrange for friday

spent the rest of the day watcing tele
saw lord of the flies
ad the movie is so dumb
doesn't follow the book
it's all american wen it's supposed to be british
and piggy's death is completely wrong
he dies by getting knocked by a boulder
raher than falling 30 feet and getting his head split open
and the way piggy fell down in the movie was such lousy acting
BANG! and the actor throws himself down all too fast
but anyway there were some really gory parts
lyk the scene where simon is bleeding and gored
and the character potrayal also rocked
piggy is really piggish
yeh and after tt went parkway
and bought some nice stuff
great singapore sale rocks
yeh loves splurging haha

oh ya jinrui is smitten by gino's cuteness!!
for the ignorant
jinrui is our pro hurdler from hcjc
anyway he kept on telling jelly:
"2H the Gino sooo cute!"
haha yes gino ur cuteness is widespread
u could have girls at your feet if u wanted to
and i presume gino noe's jinrui from magic
he plays magic too
and gino quit being so cute
let us catch up leh

oh yes lost is on tmr
but i wonder if i'll be ableto watch it cos i have training the next day
ah wth it looks soooo nice
yeh another series to get hooked on to

mmmm i smell dinner
yupp time to eat
ok g2g then byee~

2005-05-30T19:00:00.000+08:00

hii had a blast yesterday
went to skool to watch the drama
because of you
it was pretty lame and silly
the actors did all sorts of stupid dances and stuff
how they actually allowed themselves to be subjected to such humiliation is a mystery
esp tt guy doing the table dance
he has no idea how dumb he looks
and all throughout me,zheng,xy,reubie and alf were tinking of doing other stuff
zheng was commenting damn loudly and reubie and i were laffing damn loud
lyk there was one scene where a few ppl are supposed to be dancing in the background
and zheng said they looked lyk ppl taking ecstacy
seriously enjoyed myself laffing at all the jokes

then after tt went to play court
yes we 2H are crazy abt court
anyway had a fun 25 mins or so
took abt 10 mins b4 we came up wif teams
and my team had aky,emu,gino,derek,luke and i
and i scored my 3rd goal of term=)
and it was pretty nice
gino passed to me and my back was to goal
aran came up behind and rushed into the challenge
but i took it on my left and turned with the challenge and i was clear on goal
i scuffed it somewad cos aran yelled "MISS" from behind
but heck it was alton as gk so it went in
and after tt had a fun time in attack
and i linked nicely wif aky and derek
and gino was cute and solid at the back
but he did use dirty tricks lyk grabbing hold of aran
ah but wth he's so cute =)

hmm.....today was quite nice
training was really taxing
but effective
mr tok goes for quality not quantity
tts why i tink we'll do well
somewhat
anyway it was freaking hot and tiring
even crazy junlin was more tired than me
and jiaxin vomited again....
serves him right for actsai-ing at the start and not pacing
oooh i'm so mean to seniors

after tt went 7-eleven at coro
had retarded fun there
cos almost the whole of sprints went
haha junyan is the master at getting the best out of the slurpee
he's got all sorts of tricks to get the max amount
anyway after tt they went for lunch and hunting for a pirated cd shop in coro
so i went home
and i was really lucky wif the bus
i came down for the bridge and 154 rolled in
woosh 154 rocks

spent the rest of the day (till now)
stoning away
in front of the tv
and then the com
bleh wish u were online
sigh......
feel guilty
should i start wif hw
somehow i'm sure everyone will tell me not to
ah wth its the hols
gonna enjoy it while i can

ok bye gonna ebtertain myself~

2005-05-28T21:01:00.000+08:00

hmph it's the hols and i'm dreading it.
watching it slip away

sigh......
wad a stupid,boring day
could have gone out
but....
haiz nvm la
at least i finished ark angel
i tink it's the best alex rider bk so far
apart from stormbreaker
but anyway yea finished it
now i only have....2 novels to finish
and quah also wants us to read a few bks
wth i can't be bothered

40 days to nationals
been thinking
and realizing
the weight of expectation on my shoulders
........
it's not very nice
it's intimidating
100m, 200m, 4x100m
sian i''m supposed to get into top 8 for both individual events?
argh hows tt even possible
semis is within my reach
its top 16
finals?top 8?
hu am i kidding?
and aran keeps on making matters worse
"aiya why can't u runners run faster??"
-_-"
and the worse part is training
4 tmes a wk
holiday?
yea rite wad holiday?
i tink i'm suffering from depression
realy dun feel lyk blogging
and stoning in front of the com

and tmr we have to go back skool
for the stupid drama
starring.....JASON LIM
argh the horror
at least we're seated directly behind NY
but there never was anything to look at in the first place
sigh.......

feeling wasted
cos i just wasted my whole day away
stoning and thinking
horrible, useless thoughts
ok wadeva dun feel gd byee...

2005-05-27T21:09:00.000+08:00

liverpool rock my socks

yea still kinda estatic abt their win
quite unbelievable
and worse part is i dint wake up to catch the match
i dint set my alarm clock properly how stupid....
anyway i tink i would have cried during the first half
cos milan were so superior
but liverpool really did well in the second
and yes we had a bit of luck
but i dun care and i dun care wad others tink too
liverpool won. period.

aran said milan were noob
3-0 up at half time and let in 3 goals
but i would lyk to remind him tt we almost did the same
in last yrs final
wen 1J really troubled us
and thanks to nicks save we won
or the scenario would have been completely different.
anyway theres talk tt the all-stars want to play again
wif us
zhu came over and called aran "blacky"
which was quite pissing cos
being a pig aint much better
hus he to say this
in our TERITORRY
stupid cheena pig
airpork
oinkoink pigs CAN'T fly......
anyway i dun mind facing them again
then i can actually get revenge against certain ppl

ok today was rather slackish
last day of term
woot june is here
but i dun even wanna tink abt the hols
anyway proed sux
dumb mok
wad GRAND EOYA???
yea rite.
rather have EOTA
and today we ended up having lessons
physics module was first
and i'm certain i got the sea breeze ques wrong
otherwise it was easy
hope i do well =)
then after tt we had maths
and anglc gave us this thingy abt changing subject of formula
which i found a killer
but later i found a trick
and it was easy all the way
anyway quah came in again and reallyreally pissed me off
bitch
hate her
wanna kill her
she was constantly picking on me throughout
lyk wen i told clement wad kam fai said
she scolded me fr making "smug comments"
and being very "rude" and asked me to shut up
hello white dictator??
in case u haven't REALISED
telling some one wad kam fai did is not
IN ANY WAY
a freaking smug comment
so u shut ur mouth
bleh if only i had said tt
then later i got a box cover from charles
to hold my stuff
then i found a box and tossed the cover back to him
but as usual i screwed my throw wif my left hand
so the cover hit peiyit
an accident, so i said sorry
but NOOOO
not to quah
she said i was "rude" again
and "just because he doesn't complain doesn't mean u can do it"
wtf it was accident
if i wanted to hit him wif the cover i would have smacked him wif it
so i tried to defend myself and said i was throwing it to charles
tt i had no intention of hitting him
and quah also knew she was wrong
but once again the white dictator tried to contort the story
and said i shouldn't even throw, "cos your throwing sucks"
well sorryyyyy miss zai softballer sue me
and then she said this was "bullying"
wtf are u blind or juz dumb through and through???
f**king mad wif her
i dun wanna hear her at all
stupid woman hu do u tink u are???
and it's so obvious alfred and i are her favourite ppl to pick on
well go to hell
i'm not ur fave victim
f**k off

and to compound a horrible day at skool
i got my msg
2.5
argh tt sucks
i tot it was 2.33
syupid wongsm pull me down
AGAIN
always.....
damn it and becos of tt i dint draw wif nerd
argh the look on his face was so pissing.

but then hist was damn funny
cos derek, aky, reuben and i were fooling around at the back
we kept on throwing the chapteh around
and after tt played ping pong
then derek asked reubie to spray his hair
to "style" it
and reuben sprayed it on
and derek's weird hair dint absorb anything
and instead spouted out from the bottom
it was so funny cos it looking lyk a man peeing
haha derek the fountain
then derek tried to style
and he ket on dipping his hand in the water on the table
lyk wax
and his hair was so horrible
and he tot it was nice
wif a few strands curling down
haha derek hard luck but ur hair aint nice to style

and after tt a lizard just appeared
it was small and black and disgusting
and it crawled under yichen's bag
and derek kicked the bag and the lizard scuttled out
and we all were lyk avoiding it
and it started to crawl towards aky's bag
and he screamed and ran up to it
and zhammed it lyk a soccer ball
and it flew off somewhere never to be seen
the sight was so hilarious
the way he rammed it jus to save his bag
poor lizzie =(

track was slackish too
supposed to end at 5 but we stayed till 6.30
but anyway training was slack
but taxing
cos it was all out
and 200 is really tough to run all out all the way
and i jus can't seem to break the 26 sec barrier
argh i MUST get 25 secs before nationals
hmph bring on the training

after that we were all slacking at the terraces
and jingbo and jueying were both toking abt qi ma
then we all realised they were toking abt the big horse statue there
and they started climbing
which was really hilarious cos jueying was climbing lyk a baby
and jingbo was at an obscene postion behind its ass
tok also kept on seeing them
and they would scamper and hide behind the tree
it was really chao funny
esp wen jueying screamed:
"aaaah tok saw me!!!"
"runrun hide behind the vagina tree"
and tt caused us to laff more
wads wif the name man??
and he pointed out how it looked lyk a vagina
wif a big C*&%
argh jueying is a pervert hahaha

yay my bro's back
haha he bought alot of stuff
how retarded
and he's bugging me fr the com now
aaah ok guess i'll go now
sian i tink my OP is gonna pull my grade down

anyway the great singapore sale is on
yupp time to splurge
haha ok byee~

2005-05-25T20:16:00.000+08:00

hmmm i'm filled wif the crazy idea o staying up to watch the final
even though theres skool tmr
hmm.....

i shall put aside all my worries abt module test
and feel gd abt the final
cos i can gloat at all those stupid manu fans
hahaha no1 ever expected pool to reach the finals
neither did i
but i really hope they can pull of the unbelievable
and bat ac milan
cos i noe they're gd enuf
so all the way liverpool
make my waking up at an ungodly hour worthwhile

and yes tonight there's also the contender finale
yesyes i'm rooting for sergio mora
the latin snake
woosh he rocks

theres consortium assembly tmr
which means it'll be slack
and dumb and boring
having to see moks face sucks
bleh.....
anyway toda was slacky again
anglc is a bloody genious
the way he does his workings is unbelievable
if he left hci and did private tuition
he'd get famous and earn millions of millions of dollars
anyway alvin tan caught me and toad listening to zen micro during lesson
and he saw toad more than anything
cos toad stupidly made it so obvious
wit the wire dangling out
i was leaning on the table wif my hand over the earpiece
so alvin dint see me
and while he was bristling wif ange at toad
i secretly slipped the earpiee off and moved away
haha hes so dumb and blur
does't he realize his scoldngs and threats dun intimidate us??
oh how it sucks to be short
pls note tt any reference to reuben is purely coincidental

and yes today i heard there was a mass slack session at track
for sec 2
only wenyang turned up
unbelievable yes??
and junlin rocks he came up wif this great saying
straight from the capt's mouth:
"we slack as a team"
woot yes we do everything as a team
ohh we're so screwed for nationals

ok now to worry abt module test
someone help me wif concave mirrors
i dun understand at all bleh
argh i dun really lyk physics

june is coming
oh yes hols
no wait.....
i virtually don't have hols
cos it's all wasted on training
noooooo
argh wadeva time to mug
cos i'm a stupid muggertoad

something to be

2005-05-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

helloooo whee we rock
don't mess wif hci c div k!
we really have a strong team
wen yang, yu wei, jun lin and meee!
yes today we got third
in the njc invitational
we beat all the other B divs except RI
and we lost to sports skool =(
but hey wad an achievement rite?
and a darn good timing
47.81
dun mess wif us
haha nationals at full throttle wooooosh
and it's my 8th medal of the yr ok!
=)
but of course...mr aran atsuo is going to KL
in july for WALA
representing s'pore!!
alongwf CHARLES
yes charles yong from 2H
the muscle man from jav
woosh our class rox
2 ppl representng haha
2K had....NONE
muahahaha evil laugh~

today quah was so dumb
pulled the plug on our com
thre goes our gaming
lyk wadeva la quah
u tink ur stupid threatening can stop us
we pulled out the useless one and left the main one
so now we can play com again yay
can just imagine the look on quah's face

i'm beginning to lyk chapteh
its reallyy quite fun
argh i can't believe this
haha chapteh!!!
and emu the irritant threw out our chapteh
out of the window and down below to the hill
argh stupid emu

lyk i said he's in contention for most irritating award
together wif alton
emu is seriously damn idiotic
laffs at ppl durng chi
just cos they aren't as gd as him
hello mr. poh
ur not THAT great
so shut ur mouth k?
helps wif the reduction of noise pollution

anyway today durng pe
i din take 2.4
cos i had a runny nose
that was dribbling all over
and it was raining
so i dnt feel gd
so i used my xcuse
tt i had competition
and gave out rubber bands
which i seriously chao boring
and i feel so zhi bei
cos everyone ran so well
bleh....

okie i'm getting bored
go do somethin better
byee~

2005-05-16T20:52:00.000+08:00

feeling good
ignore the post before this
it's now a happy day....
why?let me count the ways...

Good Things:
1)ngsh let us take the module test!
but lyk aky said
i dun tink she meant wad she threatened
oh well
at least it givs me a sense of relieve

2) i got 21/25 fo hist!!
yes u read rite
21
woot
same as zheng xian horh
lala bragbrag
ok juz jk hahaha

3) i din fail Com studies!!!
amazing miracle
got 15/25
SOMEHOW beat tor
and a whole bunch of others
see tor?SEE!!!
thats wad u get wen u change ans without telling me!!
HAHA serves u rite =)

4) because i got b4 for com, my msg is same as ZHENG XIAN
yes it's the same
2.6
so far
maybe can get 2.33 if my IH get a1
woot feels nice to get gd marks

5)my court form is seriously improving
can feel it
played rather well today too
heehee
happyhappyhappy
the world is goooooood =)

or is it....... -_-
Bad Things:
1) got a whole lot of work ahead of me
bleh feels lyk sht
and i haven't done my maths ace yet
ARGH....
i HATE homework...

2) yuwei is FREAKING fast now
seriously
argh i hate him
slack so much then
VROOOOOM!!
run so fast
retarded
unfairness man.....
he overtook wen yang leh
after wy had a 10m headstart
crap i'm soooo scared of him
argh wad if he takes m place in 4x100??
oh the horror

3) yikai my nice senior has KINDLY reminded me
that nationals is in 53 days
argh which means more training
and tired, dead legs
hmph this sucks....

haiz i think i'll stop rambling
and contradicting
and talking
and complaining
and listing down everything...
and being lame
i tink i'll just shut up

2005-05-16T10:46:00.000+08:00

sigh....
it's com studies now
and i feel lyk shit
SHIT
ngsh won't allow us to take module test.....
all cos i and a few others dint do our hw
so then we all dun get to take
worse still she's gonna call our parents
this sucks horribly
and she refuses to listen to our pleas
argh i hate this
i'm going to get slaughtered at the end of the day wen i go home
boohoo
i'm livng the last moments of my life rite now
bleh

2005-05-13T19:47:00.000+08:00

finally....
i'm back from camp
woosh
feels nice
to watch tv again, use the com, have some fan
it's so heavenly
but actually the camp wasn't tt bad
quite fun =)
but nature rumble was horribly disgusting yech

rock climbing was fun
i culdn't climb the right side =(
sian i suck at it
but then i went for the left side and i climbed quite high
yay
and my fear of heights is terrible
i tnk i'll fail my SOC in NS
bleh it's so hard...
and the night walk was really stupid
and i kept on clinging onto tcy
haha yes i'm hopeless
the place is so overgrown
and i was so worried abt snakes
hehe but anyway
we dao-ed the instructors after tt
cos we were all sooo tired
but after tt i culdn't sleep haha
we kept on singing
powerpuff girls,pokemon,power rangers, jingle bells.....
haha lyk xy said:
"if i can't sleep i'm not going to allow others to sleep"
haha and he kept on trying to rape reubie
and i only fell asleep at around 2am after it rained
an our tent flooded=(
nature isn't really nice

the second day was much nicer
the activities were more fun
xcept for command and conquer
which was real stupid
then at the river crossing
aran persuaded me to put mud in my hair
anywayz the cha bor adeline can style real nice
hao ming cannot haha
and derek fell in love wif adeline
he said he'd rate adeline a 85%
and he rated cutecute medic 65%
haha derek is horny
anywayz....
at the river crossing nick was kinda irritating
bossing ppl and all tt
lyk he was in charge
sheesh
and then due to all the mud my hair was "dyed" red
it looked really really cool
next time want to colour hair go rub mud
it acts as natural wax too!
haha

nature rumble was so icky
really damn disgusting
so squirmish
it was so thick
wif so much weird solid sediments
and it smelled lyk shit
and was so smooth and gooey
ewwww
i dnt really lyk it
but after crawling around in it (yes crawling)
i kinda got used to it
but it was still uncomfortable cos my shirt was soaked through wif it
then after tt we jumped into the river along the way
wa lau it was damn refreshing haha
and aky and tcy pee-ed in the water
haha we are so barbaric

campfire was quite funny
zhi wan rox lor
his dance thingy was so fnny
i laffed so hard i tot i'd pee in my pants
he was damn gd at changing positions
entertainment value: 10/10
moral: it sometimes pays to be spastic
and we kind of screwed up our cheer
and we tot our skit sucked too
but hu noes we managed to get best item!!
haha unbelievable
and the instructors are born entertainers
esp tt reeves
his flee-fly-motorcar rocked
damn freaking funny
anyway it was really enjoyable
too bad che jian was squeezing me out nxt to me
bleh

then last night we were so spastic in the tent
started to sing proed song
horribly out of tune
actually we were ok xcept we dint noe the lyrics
an aky and xy did a shadow play
and pretented to have sex
made all those sex moans
and suddenly wah kiat said:
"NOT LYK THAT LAH!!"
and then alfred was super hyperactive
kept on toking abt wilson's obsession wif boobs
"'sen rachel's boobs big anot?"
"misty's boobs ji bigz"
and quah heard all this
and we kept on giggling
and they threatened to make us clean toilet
haha but lyk alfred said
quah sleep next morning forget everything
so true enuf
this morning we cleared up evrything real well
and wei xiang is really cool and nice
too bad he culdn't stay wif us truout the camp
and i actually felt knda sad wen we left
oh well
i enjoyed myself
despite trying not to haha =)

anyway i'm going to play sme games le
byebye~

2005-05-10T19:15:00.000+08:00

omg i tink there's smething wrong wif my msn
argh i hate this com
it's got so many problems

camp tmr
mentioned it earlier
but it really SUCKS
worse still i'm missing amazing race finale
argh hope ron and kelly win =)
and today was quite fun
cos it was so slack
during assembly we had a "discussion" on dr wee kim wee
i mean lyk wads there to discuss?
then hon told us abt how there was this hci guy hu was robbed
and his friend juz waited at the mrt station
after being told to do so by the robbers
how stupid honestly

after tt had some camp organisation thingy
we had so much fun
made up a skit and a poem abt quah
quah-la bear
muahahahaz
damn funny
i was laffing so hard
esp at the R-rated song aky,tcy,reubie and i came up wif
oh my god
i think she needs a vibrator
the urge, she swears
is @#$%^&% up her ***** hair
hahahahaha
and then kam fai oso came up wif a gd one
abt how we the nerds of sec 2H
break our legs and screw our grades
woosh rock on 2H u guys rock

argh i can't get the thought of walking in mud out of my head
and sleeping wif YI CHEN
gosh i hate camp honestly
at least there's kayaking
which obviously is fun
and according to the others
we're gonna all switch camps
yeh tt'll mke the camp fun
then we'll all have some retarded fun

court today was wet
horrible
can't sprint at all =(
and we were kinda owned
knocked out 2 teams in a row
then went on a losing streak
and junnies is a big cheat
sitting on the wall then suddenly jump in
intercept my pass and set up xy
hu scored (incredible?) pass toad
toad today oso abit screwed up
actually we all were
poof wad a lousy way to end
to my court playing before camp
argh all this sux

2005-05-10T07:09:00.000+08:00

sian....
camp tmr...
i hate camp
i heard we'll be walking in MUD!!!
shit la
bring some shit shoe i guess
yuck....
and we're not allowed to bring anything
someone pls sneak some poker cards in...
and hey i noe
wen we go there lets all change group
so i wun have to sleep wif yi chen
wait he scratch
and pass "the itch" to us
argh i can't imagine tt.

class is quite quiet
i tink we're here today juz to waste time
tin tey
have all sorts of camp thingy
and CHEERING
no thx i dun wanna go to camp wif a sore throat
and supposedly we're supposed to put up a skit or something
hope they dun choose me
i'm a HORRIBLE actor
juz to warn u all haha
zhi wan is fantastic
and my hair sucks today
yech can't control it today
no fair kai ye is toking abt his group behind me
stupid tempting me rite??
got all the nice ppl there
grrrrrrrr....
seriously let's switch groups there
and then we can have all the fun there

i lyk old songs
kiss from a rose is sooooo nice
i officially declare it coolest song of the decade
=)
o well guess i'll be blogging again later
before i leave behing civilisation=(
and tcy is screaming lyk a banshee behind me
omg it's time to go for flag raising
bb

2005-05-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

testing

2005-05-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

yeh my blogging problem is fixed
thx alot!!
and i'm so full juz came back from dinner
funny how a simple meal can taste soooo good
argh arsenal liverpool tonight
i tink pool will lose as usual
fuck now i've spoilt my own mood
[-_-]
haha and i linked lots of ppl yay
muahahaha
ok i feel lame
noe i'm toking crap

2005-05-08T16:35:00.000+08:00

it's mothers' day!!
and i seem to be the only person online....
is everyone bringing their moms out ofr lunch??
damn la i feel so zi bei
last night dint even bring her to some posh,
high class place for dinner
instead went to fish and co.
then today going out for some tea at some cafe cum restaurant
so pathetic
sian and i dint even get her a proper pressie
juz one mothers' day cake and a thumbdrive tt she wanted
can u imagine???
a THUMBDRIVE as a mothers' day pressie
[-__-]
my mom is sooooo difficult to get pressies for
cos she's damn practical
so i hardly noe wad to buy for her.
bleh this sux

i hate camp
i SERIOUSLY hate camp
cos it means sleeping in lousy dirty conditions
and jumping into dirty water
getting smelly feet
bathing in underwear
and "cheering" till u lose ur voice
and this yr it's worse
cos i've got yi chen in my group
along wif all the other trouble makers
which is not bad
stupid yi chen ruins it all
he's so damn weird
bloody itch- man
scratch, scratch, scratch, scratchhhhhhhhh....
friday he scratched until he bled
all over
he is sooooooo disgusting
wad is he's prob?
and he looks spastic
all white and red from his scratching
and he looks slow
even adon looks smarter
gah i hate camp
can't bear the thought of camping wif him
maybe i shuld do as clement said
and get him and xtra tent to sleep in
and i heard from my bro serimboon is crap
horror camp
he says he expects our water activities to be sliding down
into some slimy lake
with big worms infesting it
YUCK!!
and i can't find xtra shoes
i'm not getting my f-10 or asics wet
no way man
OMG I HATE CAMP!!!!
and i can't belive it's next wk
quick guys come up wif a ploy
lets all break a bone and stay home ya?

and i'll be missing the FA cup at camp
and the isetan private sale
AAAAAAAAH
and i oso can't bring my fone
or smuggle in food
cos they pour out ur stuff and check ur bags
then u have to repack in 30 secs
wad shit is tt
i'm gonna tell them to go to hell if they tell me to do tt
sheesh
help!!!
guys lets do somethig real fun at camp k?
i dunno wad but we're 2H so let's rebel or something
lighten up the camp
cos i feel as if we're being sent to camp doom
and i bet all the while quah is sooo happy
we're suffering our butts off
and she's slacking away
man i juz hateee camp =(

and btw thx aran
htdaab rocks

2005-05-07T15:20:00.000+08:00

hihi yeh i'm happy
won 5 medals!!
wheeeeeee
CSM finals today
got gold for 4X100 but bleh, onli got 2nd for 100
and it's unfair
i was almost upon jun lin at the 60m mark
then i stumbled
and lost by .14 secs
how idiotc is tt??
i almost beat the fastest sec 2 runner
then i slip up
argh so pissing
at lease my 4X100m was zai
complet ownage
although i hear jun lin was catching up lyk siao
still beat 2K by .77 secs
but jun lin is gay so fast...

then after tt had alot of fun fooling around in the stands
our claz rox
so cool
and xy was teasing che jian lyk siao
then he wuld run away after che jian turned around
i tink he's askin for it haha
and we keep on hitting adon on the head
then he said he lost a few mb of memory
oops we made him more stupid
hahahahahaha
then aftr tt tey completely mixed up all the medals
and we got all the other div's medals b4 finally geting the right one
aran proudly declared us
as overall division champ hahahaha
and hey unfairness
we dun even get pressies for coming in overall 2nd
sec 1s third oso got
phooey
and i saw yining
and i tink she's so completely overated
seen much chioer girls than her
hmph xy ur NY girls suck

after tt
i had to be dragged to play the all star match
and i sat out the first 10 mins
cos my muscles were so tired
and i had rashes at a v uncmfortable area
anyway after abt 10 mins
it was pretty aparent derek and xy were getting raped
so i was brought on =]
and i love tackling
first chalenge was on yiming
haha made my presence felt
i lyk tackling then follow thru
and i accidentally injured wincoln
though it was probably the best timed tackle i've ever made
and he culdn't play
and alf was making all sorts of stupid comments
we had to shut him up b4 he kena whacked
after tt i made alot of tackles
b4 i pulled my achilles tendon
ouch it hurt
and after tt i heard we lost to them 1-0
nick made an error
AGAIN
he was lyk pretty shaky today
no surprises there
so sad poof

but anyway
after tt followed the guys to bugis
they all wanted me to play lan wif them
but i needed to go home
sorry my rashes was killing me
and on the way we were all telling how lousy aran is at CS
so funny
he drowned once
how stupid is tt???

anyway my parents are weird
juz cos i tok to girls online or sms
they lecture me to conentrate on studies first
blahblah
lyk yaya i've heard all this b4
and juz cos i tok to girls
i'm not lyk emotionally involved rite??
sheesh
let me lead my own life
i can take care of it myself k?

2005-05-06T11:19:00.000+08:00

yea exams OVER
muahahahaha
and poor aky still has got hist and geog to study
jia you!!
aky came back today
was quite toned down
somewhat
until he showed some sense of normalcy
by taking his lord of the flies
and whacking derek on the head repeatedly
haha it's so fun to bully derek
cos he's lyk.....so soft and defensless
doesn't retaliate

anyway....
CSM is in 2 days!!
yeh
excited man.....
but i noe its mathematically impossible to beat 2K now
but all the same
lets beat the 4x100m record yea?

anyway, today's maths culd have been better
screwed up my FIRST ques
part B
sad man
sian i'm so careless in maths
actually i'm clueless
hehe....
hope i can ge gd marks this term
my stupid chi compo SUCKED
i screwed up again
tomato the BIG SCREW UP
it's gonna pull down my grades i guess
sian

then after skool
i went to TRAIN ah
so hardworking rite?
i better run well this sat
or else the world is unfair
and if i dun put on weight by the end of mth
i'll say the world REALLY is unfair
cos i've been pigging
today wen i came home i atea bowl of noodles
and a bowl of soup
wif 2 pineapples and 2 bananas after tt
so if i dun see my weight jump up by a few kilos
i tink there's something wrong wif me
and anyway
trained qi pao and biceps
after tt went to play abt 15 mins of court
and i tink i play better in the middle
not defence
not attack
it's so nice to help defend and attack
and scored my FIRST goal of term :)
flicked it past gino
and i dun care how many times samuel tells me to go to the wall
and say sorry
i wasn't in the 'D'
so dun deprive me off my goal ok??
but the way the chance presented itself
was quite tyco
mj tackled, dribbled and shot
he misshit and it hit me
but lucky i kinda anticipated
so i adjusted and flicked it past gino
YEH
and gino is so cute
wen aran's team missed 3 chances
gino said he saved 3 shots w/o touchng the ball
he is SO innocent and cute
then wen i told him tt doesn't count
he said he used physic power
roarr the world is so unfair gino shuldn't be this cute :)

and i'm discovering things abt some ppl
tt i dint noe at all
so tt's wad they're lyk
on the inside
evn though they carry a brave front
but in the end...
it shows doesn't it?

masking your feelings

2005-05-04T20:38:00.000+08:00

ok i noe i shuld be studying
and someone juz tempted me to play
juz cos she finished her exams
hmph
can't wait for the exams to end
80 more mins tmr......
and it's all over
note to self: hang in there!
haha yes i noe i'm lame

poor aky hasn't come to skool for a long time
actualy 2 days
but feels weird without him and aran gaying abt
haha no la kd
but it's real sad his grandma passed away
hey aky, cheer up
dunno how'd i cope losing a loved one
sigh...life's cruel...

anyway, our tests have been real gd so far
hist was easy
and geog today was gd too
i'm telling u guys
the best method to combat desertfication is undergrazing
NOT irrigation
even my mom the geog teacher says soo....
and anyway i got a1 for chinese
yay feels good to get a1
for chinese too!!
but i've got a bad feeling i'll do badly tmr
juz dun understand maths
maybe i'm juz stupid ):

yay saturday is approaching
not long before CSM finals
YEH
i'm excited
hope we can beat 2K
BOTH in 4x100 and overall
dun be wet blankets guys
it aint over YET
and i juz noe wad u all will say
"yeh rite tomato as if u can beat tt jun lin"
well i noe i may not be able to
but i'm still gonna try rite??
juz put effort into the run
i guarantee u things will turn out fine
and zheng xian jia you
muz beat terence horh
haha i noe may not be possible but....
u'll never noe

and today they gave out the prizes for the completed events
so stupid they gave sec 2s sec 1 medals
and sec 1s sec 2 medals
and yay got my 2 medals le
time to collect the other 3! (:

anyway gotta go study liao
yeh i noe i'm a muggertoad

2005-05-02T17:56:00.001+08:00

haven't been blogging of late
damn hate studying
so fucking boring
hist completely sux.....
stupid nazis

can't wait for the wk to end man
can only imagine how free i'll be!!
haha yeh
and this sat is CSM
which rox
hope we can beat 2K....
but too bad NY not having track dinner wif us
bleh

yesterday went to my niece's first mth b'day
yes niece
i'm an uncle
uncle tomato -_-"
so anyway
it was boring and stupid
cos i hardly recognised any of the ppl there
and they're real snooty
and i can't stand the niece's maternal grandma
stupid lame ass snooty bitch
she made one comment to us
and i dint find it funny
and i rolled my eyes and said under my breath
"bwa-hwa hilarious"
quite loudly
muahahaha
and i aint sorryyyyy
felt real gd
and in the end amber came out
for abt half an hr
then she fell asleep again
babies have life ez....

lately i've been deep in thought
been wondering....
wad if i hadn't got the PSLE score i got
i'd prob be in a diff skool now
met diff ppl
and definitely wuldn't be in track
and i'm realli glad i came to hci
even tho i hated it at the start of sec 1
cos i've met realli great ppl there
had great memories
and joined track which is fun
i can't imagin life w/o them
i noe this sounds pretty random haha

and i dun realli lyk being soooo tall
maybe 172 or something would be nicer
cos wen ur tall u look skinnier
than u actually are
cos ur limbs are longer
and ur more slim
i'm no saying i hate being tall
but being shorter wouldn't make me look skinny
and i hate being skinny
or at least looking skinny
cos i'm 60 kg
and i eat ALOT
so by right i shouldn't be skinny
but i look skinny rite>?
bleh there i go again
mr. rambler

incomplete is a nice song
been hearing it so many times
BSB aren't tt bad....
and i'm geting adicted to holiday
nice beat to it
music mania man....

incomplete

2005-04-30T13:02:00.000+08:00

o well
finally changed my address
something not as lame muahaha
lol and i'm so damn lazy
dint even change the template :P

and i hate tan kau
stupid cheena dog
how damn shraight do u want my arm to be??
lyk i was doing STANDARD inclines
and he dq-ed lyk 10 at least
idiot
in the end come out a pathetic 17
BLEH hate him
lyk he gave chance to tor for some reason
and jun lin
and he noes i'm a tracker somemore
sian y he pick on meeeeeeeeee.....
and they are bloody unprofessional
xcept my nice coach tok :P
lyk tt wang
my hand not even touching the stretching thingy
ask me to do
wa lau
kill him
and tan kau they all DAMN impatient
juz cos some ppl blur
nvr say their score
they wait awhile then put 0
little shits
sian damn pissed
even though this was lyk 2 days ago

anyway our tests are almost over
although nxt wk got the most tricky topics
sian i hate history
and chi was surprisingly gd
and physics today was realli quite ez
oops better not say
wait later bad marks hehe

i can't belive nationals is in 2 and a half more mths
:(
feel realli nervous all of a sudden
and there are so many bloody detractors hu keep on saying we'll not get gold
thx for the morale support man
ppl lyk him hu can't even remain in track
dun tok so much
anyway tok is saying he'll up the training ante
bleh i tink i'm gonna die
today almost fainted during our 4x60m all out
3 sets
sian
run the frst 2 sets all out
last set jia lutt
run lyk shit
bleh.....so lactic
my ass hurts ouch

y do wanna keep all these things deep inside
i tot we were close friends
yet u won't tell me stuff
and treat me lyk some1 else
i told u to trust me
will u?
or will u continue to keep those feelings inside....

let me in